im under the covers right now,typing this.so many things have been happening recently and it's really difficult to type all bout it now in the a.m..anyways it was Laksh's birthday the day before yesterday and she absolutely love love loved my present and thank goodness to tht!ahahah anyways,you're probably wondering what i got her right?i got her a pair of red converse :).something tht she's been wanting for yes and now i got her a pair!ehehehe so happy for her.
ok enough bout tht.not so long ago(monday),i realised tht it's no use waiting for him to be in a relationship.i say this why?cause i've tht he's into someone else and mayb it's too late.i know im supposed to be heart broken and sad but no.i feel perfectly fine and it's weird.i guess im still waiting for him hoping one day he changes his mind and realises tht i've been waiting for him all this while.he's been there for me when i was going through all the bullshit bout my past and he knows me.he's has always been there for me and honestly as much as I wanna b in a relationship with him,i don't.as long as he's there to make me feel better when im down then im happy.im missing him now.but he's bck and i hope he's going to school cause somehow,i feel like giving him a hug.it's a weird feeling but i want him to know tht im here if he needs me.
dramatic stuff,done!yesterday was really fun!Eva came to vsit us and we had such a blast!took lotsa pictures.i'll post em one day :).Sarah,Azu and i took videos in the hall when there were teachers all ard but they didn't notice xD.had fun la!hope he comes later.it would b nice to just talk to him again :).anyways it's two in the morning now and I gotta wake up at six so I better stop :p
OH OH OH Sarah and I are going to do a musical next yr.or at least try :).and and and we're gonna do some cheerleading reasons because we want our secondary life to b fun not just study all the time!so I think next yr we're gonna have lotsa fun.we're gonna plot it,write the scripts and all those things.im so excited we're even writing out the storyline tomorrow!*screams* fingers crossed :D
okay okay im going off now!
nighty nights!
wait no morningy morning
ahahah tht was lame
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