Slow-danced

prom ended with a slow dance :)
it was so sweet :)
then my date saw Rohan looking at us.eventho he was wearing a mask,we could see the way he looked at us -.-
Laksh,if you're reading this...im pretty sure your bro already told you bout it.i wish it could last longer :).the event and mayb the dancing and jumping :).i'd upload the pictures but i look really really REALLY horrible :(.stupid fringe making everything look worse!argh!now my date is out with a Sedayan Elvis Presley and his bro.leaving me behind,not taking me :(.i wanna go with him...not tht i like hime in that way or anything but just wanna go out and have fun!
a certain someone went walking with 'a guy' and im curious to know what they were talking bout.yes im jealous that she got to talk to him for a long time but we used to do that and now...things are different :(

im dead beat!enough excitement and fun for the night :(.tho i wish it could last till...forever?its so fun!

♥girly-girl-graphics♥

prom is this friday...
im excited:)
oh oh oh today i was supposed to go out to buy the masks for sarah momma but she wasnt replying me at dinner time :(.so i didnt buy any la.then my mom n i went walking around,finally we stopped ard the digital stores when she got a call.all a sudden she remembered my eaphones got busted in the washing machine.eheheh so she reminded me n we went to Machines and she bought me a NEW pair of earphones withe a remote and mic!!!ahhh completely in love with my earphones!!!!!who knew Gossip Girl would be...interesting :O

tht was random...these few weeks has been a lil awesome :)
did i forget to mention HE TALKED TO ME
ULTIMATE BLISS
loving Sparks the Rescue!!!love love love em!!!
lets see wat to say wat to sayyy

my date is so...sweet :)

well,prom has been postponed to next friday.and i have a date :D teehee!im so excited!!!dont really know what to sayyy

THE END!

Yesterdayyy

woke up at 8 in the freaking morn :O when i was supposed to wake up at 9.30!!!anywaysss i woke up the vibrations of my phone and Hadif's id appeared.

'prom dipostpon because not enough money to pay the hotel'

and i was like WAT THE?!!!
it was really disappointing...went out with ash,ell,kyle n gio :)
its so FLUFFYYY!!!xD

anyways...here's some pictures of my performances :X


i like this picture :)...


o.o

Prom

is tomorrow night!!!starting at 7.30 in the evening till midnight :O
but before tht,gonna hang out at sunway with ash,ell,kyle and gio :)
cant wait!!!teehee.
gonna shop for masks for prom :X
eeepppp im becoming an excited monkeyyy :D
eheheh
woot woot woot woot!!!
see im so excited to the point where i doubled my woot woots xD
updating my iTunes n soon my iPod :D
LALALA
will try to remember to bring my cammie this time ;)
will take lotsa lotsa lotsa picturesss
or at least tryyy
cant believe i actually got a date...
:O

get me a time travelling machine.please

i have the worst brothers in the world!they dont protect me one single bit!they dont interfere when i get hit and they certainly dont give a damn bout anything tht involves me!!!!
a few days ago,i found out i could have a better life!a life where i wouldnt get hit where i wouldnt have to put up with all of this!!!at tht time i was glad with how my life is even tho i had my issues.i knew i could work those problems out.but now im just waiting for the time when i turn 18 and soon i'll b able to get out of this place!
i cant believe im living this way
i cant believe in living in hell!
i cant even stand the freaking sight of her!
ugh!!!i wished she just wasnt in my life
i wished she would have just given me up!!
i hate the fact tht im an accident
i despise the fact tht she keeps comparing me to them!!
we're human,we're not perfect!!!
i was created to his liking
not yours!
so im not the perfect daughter but heck who is perfect?!
u told me to put my studies first and i did
now ur yelling at me for doing so?!
wat the heck is wrong with you
i wish i followed him to sabah!
at least i got to b away from you!!!
i dunno wats worst the fact that im crying ovr the fact tht i want you to accept for the perfect daughter im not or the fact tht i just wanna run away FAR AWAY FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR 10000 MILES FAR AWAY FROM YOU!!!!

i wish i was talking to him right now i really do.i wish he could hold me in his arms and just comfort me right now.i wanna turn back time.just get me a time machine

things change over time i know tht.but how can the simplest friendship seem so wrong.i want everything to go bck to the way they were.the way we were.i want last yr bck.i want November 2009 bck.i want that simple talk on that shared bench again.i didnt want things to change,i liked it the way it was.something so simple changed.i want you to see my tears.the tears tht were just for you,for our friendship.

i want YOU back.

Sedayan Concert and Sedayan Night

was a blast!i was really excited.everyone looks HAWT n BEAUTIFUL!!!!the boys were looking sharp and hot!they should dress like tht more often,they were really good-looking ;).ahahaha anyways ours was the last dance :/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHtAVFaH1FY
go check it out ;)

p.s. try n figure out where im in :D

here's some pictures we took :D



nicole and me :)
(i look different :O,my head is HUGE!!!eheheh)



illy and me.weee~



momma sarah and me :D



vampire and werewolf ;)





Laksh,Fifa and mmeee :D



smexayyy xD





final pose :D

Outburst

today we had rehersals for our dance.it went AWESOME!!!at the second rehersal,i had an outburst when i saw his perfomance and before tht i was talking to someone-who shall not b named- tht someone was also a best friend of his.i had to quickly calm myself cause after his was mine :/.then after my performance was ovr,i went to the outside railings and had a major MAJOR breakdown :/.Aarjun saw me then he nicely go tell Laksh and then she got all worried and kept asking me if i was crying.and of course wat would b my respond?if u guessed no then *ding ding ding* ur RIGHT!
im missing him a lot!the one tht im not talking to
i wish he -another person- would call me now to calm down my nerves.he's veryyy good at tht ;)

400 ppl is coming to our school to see us perform tomorrow
nerves are going balistic right now!!!:O

interesting convo below :D

someone says:
lol
whos that pretty girl i saw in school? o.o
hahahaha ~

Cyn says:
whoaaa
got ar?
:O

someone says:
i dont know weyhh
hahahaha.
what's her name ah?
cynthia teng? o.o

Cyn says:
ahahahaha
serious
dayummm

someone says:
hahahaha

Cyn says:
i gotta check her out!

someone says:
...
your checking yourself out
HAHAHA
failll ~

Cyn says:
-.-
wow i didnt know tht.
ahahahaha

lalalala CALL ME!!!:D

Lazyyy Bummm!!!;)

lets see wat shall i blog bout...

one saturday before the last,i went to s-s-s-Sarah Ismail's house and i got to see the ever so lovely Eva n the bieberlicious Erika xD.had lots n lots of fun :D
took videos(which i would post up but i wont due the lazy bum typing this xD) and took loads of pictures!!!
too many in fact!i was too lazy to save ALL 200+ of em :x
therefore,no pictures this time
everyone seems to b loving tumblr but i dont see wat so special bout it
ok yes i do but not gonna get one anytime soon la
im lazy to type any further but i will anyways
keeping it super super short kayyy so bear with me
dancing bhangra to Aje Soniye-Mujhse Shaadi Karogi
go check it out on youtube
Sedayan night is next week
Argies fan here babyyy!!!woot woot
got tht term frm Andrew and its Argentina if u didnt know tht
hope the Argies will win FIFA!!!
brazilians are unfortunate,bad tempered,sore losers
no seriously they lost
tadahhh!!!im done :D

night loveysss ;)