Monday, November 29, 2010

Let's Run Away To The Place Where Love First Found Us

hellooo :).i know i've kinda neglected my blog but who reads this anyway?!anyway i didnt wanna be those people who neglects their blog and later get another blog -.-
even tho i have my tumblr,im still trying to update this one just as much :).if only there was an app for blogspot then things would b easier but tht's not happening so...):

gonna try to simplify things here,so things may get spacey :p.on monday of the last week of school,tht day...was one of the best days :).got too hug somebody :3.ehehehe.wednesday was a holiday and i FINALLY went out Laksh :).had so much fun with her alone in the afternoon.then Sashwiny.Sashwarnan,Khaielaash,Brandon and Naviin came along so we stayed till 10?yeah...on thursday was my last day and i dont remember much :p.

HOLIDAYS STARTED
my first official call on the holidays was from my dear momma Sarah :).and she called me at 10 in the morn.btw,i slept ard 3 the night before (like i do now).the phone conversation went:

*i spoke in a very very sleepy voice*

Sarah:Hello!
Me:hi...
Sarah:so cyn...
Me:yeah?
Sarah:wanna go sunway lagoon?:)
Me:when?today?
Sarah:no!another day :)
Me:you called me this early.just to ask me whether i wanna go to lagoon another day?
Sarah:YUP!
Me:ermmm ok.sure...
Sarah:so when you wanna go?
Me:can i call you later?
Sarah:sure :)
Me:kay...good...im gonna go to sleejhkflp

*puts down phone*

funny huh?okay mayb not :p.so my first week of holidays werent as exciting as i thought it'd be :p.didnt do anything on the weekdays but on saturday Sarah,Eva,Azu,Ash,Kyle,Gio and i went to lagoon :).Keith joined us wayyy late and he didnt go on any rides at all!thts kinda sad...he wasted 60 bucks!before it rained,we went to the wave pool.had so much fun i tell you!ash and i kept dancing to the tunes :D.then it started raining and we started dancing more xD.had sooo much fun!:D

yesterday i went to Shook for dinner and daymnnn the food was good :).

new found love-Sour Blue Raspberry Bonbons :3
refound love-Sticky :D

love love love em :).want them for christmas!if anyone bought me a jar of Sticky,i would love them!no joke!well im lazy to type more so yeah...

Thursday, November 11, 2010

You Make It Real For Me ♥

im under the covers right now,typing this.so many things have been happening recently and it's really difficult to type all bout it now in the a.m..anyways it was Laksh's birthday the day before yesterday and she absolutely love love loved my present and thank goodness to tht!ahahah anyways,you're probably wondering what i got her right?i got her a pair of red converse :).something tht she's been wanting for yes and now i got her a pair!ehehehe so happy for her.
ok enough bout tht.not so long ago(monday),i realised tht it's no use waiting for him to be in a relationship.i say this why?cause i've tht he's into someone else and mayb it's too late.i know im supposed to be heart broken and sad but no.i feel perfectly fine and it's weird.i guess im still waiting for him hoping one day he changes his mind and realises tht i've been waiting for him all this while.he's been there for me when i was going through all the bullshit bout my past and he knows me.he's has always been there for me and honestly as much as I wanna b in a relationship with him,i don't.as long as he's there to make me feel better when im down then im happy.im missing him now.but he's bck and i hope he's going to school cause somehow,i feel like giving him a hug.it's a weird feeling but i want him to know tht im here if he needs me.
dramatic stuff,done!yesterday was really fun!Eva came to vsit us and we had such a blast!took lotsa pictures.i'll post em one day :).Sarah,Azu and i took videos in the hall when there were teachers all ard but they didn't notice xD.had fun la!hope he comes later.it would b nice to just talk to him again :).anyways it's two in the morning now and I gotta wake up at six so I better stop :p

OH OH OH Sarah and I are going to do a musical next yr.or at least try :).and and and we're gonna do some cheerleading reasons because we want our secondary life to b fun not just study all the time!so I think next yr we're gonna have lotsa fun.we're gonna plot it,write the scripts and all those things.im so excited we're even writing out the storyline tomorrow!*screams* fingers crossed :D

okay okay im going off now!
nighty nights!
wait no morningy morning
ahahah tht was lame

Thursday, November 4, 2010

The One Ride I Don't Want To Be On

friday was emotional and kinda pathetic but yeah...made ash mad and i really didnt wanna have tht sort of drama at the end of the schooling yr :|.and as i was crying,i looked up for awhile trying to think of what to write in someone else's yrbook when suddenly he walks by and a tear drops.i think he saw me which made me curious.did he see me?did he wonder why i was so sad?did he want to know?did he care?
then later tht day i saw something tht made me upset and the entire night i couldnt stop thinking bout him :|.he wrote in my yrbook :).but the thing is...there was to spots one in purple ink and the one in the bottom is blue.two very alike signatures and i still dont know...ahhh nevermind i guess i'll have to ask him :S.gonna make this real short so yeah