Scouts Camp :)

it was so damn fun!
the first night was the first time i cut a full chicken to bits :D
so our patrol cooked ABC soup :).it tasted better than i expected!of course i had help...thank you Shu Ying for helping me witht the cleaning and the cooking!iloveyou :).and thanks to Kamal for handling the fire and also for cooking with me :).you awesome and you know it!!!and last but not least thanks to Khang Hwui and Kheng Han for eating the food :).good thing they didnt get tummy aches or food poisoning :D.anywaysss,after tht vincent asked me to stick mahjong paper on the windows to give the girls some privacy :).i was sticking one up then i sat on a chair tht was on the table and somehow i kinda fell...backwards...yeahhh.i hurt my right ankle,thigh,waist and elbow :X.cut my thigh and both my calves hut along with right arm.there's a bruise ard my thigh :O.little troublesome but anywayss.after tht we had to go for a tenderfoot manual crash course.it was really really boring -.-
after tht had maggi cup and milo for supper.couldnt sleep till 3 :(.but before tht Nicole,Illy,Ash and i were giggling too much just because we were squeezing into the corner xD.and it was really really cold in the classrooms!!!
day two.woke up at 5 to wake Illy for sahur.then went bck to sleep and woke up again to find Ash missing.wanted to text her but i found it pointless cause i could have the sleeping bag all to myself :p.anyways,woke up and found out Ash was outside all along playing cho tai ti xD.the day woke up with some exercise and then...i kinda forgot :P.i knw we played with water for bout...5 minutes?then it rained heavily so they called us bck and while we were showering,our seniors played imaginary football in the rain :O.after we finshed showering then only it stopped raining -.-
after tht... we had free time till 6.so thts bout 2hrs of free time?yeah.anyways me and Ash was combining groups to perform so they were practising la.i didnt know what else to do cause it was kinda boring so i went into the projecter room and hang out with Joel,Keneedy,Pei Jing,Li Yen,Jet and Vincent.i found out Vincent was playing Starcraft on the laptop -.-'
after tht i had to go look for Kheng Han's temporaily missing Swiss army knife.i was talking to Joel halfway so he also came down with me.had and interesting talk with him :).ahahah damn funny la.after free time was ovr,we had a grand dinner and each patrol cooked a dish which was really good.all of it :).then while everyone was waiting to finally eat,i already cleaned my spot so i didnt have to do much after dinner :).didnt really have much to do when everyone else was cleaning so i hung out with the seniors and a few of the juniors :).Li Yen made jokes bout the sausages xD.need i say more?ahahahaha.then we had to play games?i dont remember what we played tho :X.all i remeber is Keneedy and Li Yen had to do a duet but then end up Joel and Li Yen singing then Keneedy and Li Yen again xD.after tht someone said something.and all a sudden Keneedy had to give Li Yen a piggy bck ride xD.damnnn funnyyy la.ahahahahahhahhahahahah.it was already 10 :O.after all the games we were given 20 mins to study the tenderfoot manual(which we were supposed to study weeks before :X).it took Vincent,Jet and Gilbert a long time to interview all the form 1s and the form 2s.Ash,Trish,Tash and i were the last form 2s to be interviewed and owhmygosh it was the atmosphere was seriously creepyyy.the lights off and flashlights shun at you so they can see you but you can see them.and they were dead serious.i wanted to laugh but i was afraid to o.o
and and and i was shaking really badly frm head to toe and Jet was teasing me bout it :(.afte my test i warned Pei Jing,Li Yen,Joel and Keneedy what they're gonna ask and how serious they creepily were :O.they were like 'nahhh i dont care la'.after their test,Pei Jing was really terrified,Li Yen wasnt as terrified as i thought...she was sleepy xD.so cute :).and joel who was like 'i dont care la' went all 'SHIT!damn hard wei!stupid go aske me questions tht arent even on the book!' and keneedy was 'everything i say i dunno,i dunno,i dunno'.i think i trembled too hard to the point where i cant sleep anymore :|.so i stayed up helping Ash and everyone else who failed study :).most of the morning was spent in 4B :).damn cold la!!!so i shared comforter with Joel-.-
cause he doesnt have one >p.then halfway talking i saw something i shouldnt have :O.shhh!secret :)
i told Joel and he said he was used to it?weird...then all of us went downstairs to play NightGut :).interesting game...after tht we got hungry so SUPPER TIME!!!ate HarMee,never tried it before but it wasnt tht bad...then dunno who go cook MiSedap.didnt wanna eat anymore :p.we got tired so we cleaned up and went upstairs :).i was ALMOST fast asleep in the classroom but Vincent had to prevent me frm sleeping and ask not to go outside and sleep :(.i was so lazyyy to move my arse!!!so i slept outside with Ash and Nicole got kicked out too so she slept next to me :).cutie pie la :)
woke up on saturday and instanly felt chilly like the winter time in Europe as soon as someone ripped the blanket frm me :(.could barely walk la!couldnt even make my way to the toilet to brush my teeth without it taking 1 minute for every step!woke up with some morning exercise...i could see Nicole,Joel and Keneedy struggling with the exercise as did i. after tht,had free time till 10.played with water :).then the other scouts went for a talk or something while Ash,Nicole,Lynn,Joel,Keneedy and i were cleaning up then we just lepak :).after things ended,Li Yen,Joel,Keneedy and i played cho tai ti and black jack with a dice damn funny la xD.i wanna play again!!!me wanna play me wanna play!!! after tht,followed ash home and my mom picked me up frm there and we went to my cousin's barbeque :).tht person didnt follow me cause plans changed...anyways dont care bout tht person la!anyways...there' so many things to blog bout but heck im too lazyyy

anyways im just gonna stop
dont b emo kay?be happy and make a good decision or else things will go down hill.so take your time kay babe?iloveyou sister :)
nights~

Change of Plans

im not staying ovr at Ash's house cause she had to go out.i think :p.anywaysss im gonna b dropped of at her house in the morn then we're gonna go to pyramid :).since we've been pyramid-less,we decide to go tomorrow and buy whatever essential we need for the camp :).let's hope we get to get some froyos tomorrow ;).I haven't been to pyramid in...a month?whoa tht is long...anyways I should b packing my bag now but...I dunno.im feeling awfully lazy these days especially after school :X.it's 11 now and im still laying on the couch :O.need to pack!!!but later la xD.watching family guy now.Olivia and Stewie are such an adorable 6-yr old-ish couple :).better go now or I'd probably pack last minute.wouldn't want tht happening :O.

im not gonna b able to blog,log onto facebook,tweet or anything tht involves the Internet :'(.at least I got my phone :D.so if you're reading this,yeah you ;),text me or call me :).I need to socialise :D.will probably get really bored do feel free to talk to me aite?ahahahah
nights :)

Blanko~

so...

















there's nothing much to say really

















*sigh*















im just wasting space here arent i?























well then i guess i should stop :p




i gotta say something but im afraid it might b too public :O.im quite happy :).





















owhhh yeah!im sure i've said it in my previous posts,i was supposed to go out on saturday.but i didnt so i fasted and went to the freaking dentist -.-
what a great way to spend your saturdays huh?as i was saying,i was supposed to go out but on the way home,my mom asked where i wanted to break my fast.so i said anywhere la!she said you just wanna eat in sunway so you can see your friends right?and i didnt reply her.anywaysss we went to ss15 instead la

okay then today during lunch time i had a brief conversation with J

J: so...saturday...
C: uh-huh...?
J: i thought you were going!
C: well you didnt reply me
J: i thought you were going so i didnt reply la
C: o.O
J: you were supposed to go!
C: well i didnt know you wanted me there
J: you should've gone la

at tht point i kinda regreted la.my saturdays are getting boring.literally.nevermind!this saturday im gonna go home with Ash after the scouts camp :).then afterwards i'll go home and get ready for my cousin's barbeque :D.cant wait!!!and someone might come but tht person keeps saying 'i dont mind if you dont mind.and if your mom doesnt mind'.i told him tht my aunts,uncles and cousins might think tht we're together(we're not!) and he said 'just tell them tht we're just FRIENDS la!or you can say NOT YET'.tht person gave me a cheeky grin and i said tht we dont know if tht'll happen and he replied 'thts why you should say not yet :)'.i really didnt know what to say next.anyways,his presence is not confirmed.cause he hasnt asked my mom -.-
btw,im not dating tht person aite?neither do i have a crush on him!so dont think your thoughts!(the powerful words of ms.mary xD)

why'd you have to go?is there something i could say to make you turn around?cause it's times like these when i wish i'd said dont go

100th post

was my previous post :p.this is the 101th :D.yay me!never knew I could post so much bout my life before ;p.not much actually but still...at least it isn't dead right right?anyways,it's not as if anyone would wanna know every single detail bout my life.im such a boring person you'd probably wanna stab your eyeballs just reading bout me and what not.anyways...went an original Junkfood USA store and I bought 3 new tees :).I finally found what I've been looking for!you can barely find tees like these in ordinary Malaysian stores.I got myself a Smurf tee :D.im so happy :).been wanting to have one of my own and I got it at a cheap price considering it's buy one free one and and and I got 10% discount :D.so yeah im happy bout it.can't wait till finals end :).then I can go out and probably go crazyyy :p.and after holiday im gonna study my butt off for PMR with Laksh :).wanna get good grades and prove my mother wrong :p.this week im gonna attend the scouts camp and it's 3 days 2 nights.in school.but I know it's gonna b quite fun cause im gonna stay ovr at Ash's on Wednesday then leave for camp on Thursday :).and this time my sister,shuxian, is coming along :D.can't wait!!!planning on bringing my chargers along so can play with my iPod all night ;).don't think Ash and I will sleep the first night again xD.but this time we can entertain ourselves with my iPod!weee~
which kinda reminds me,gotta buy marshmallows again ;).great for roasting :D.eheheh

anyways,this is where I sign off.got an early Sunday morning.as always :)

ishhh!geram sial!I feel so effing trapped in my own effing home dammit!

A great taste

I wanna go out tomor...later.it's past 12 therefore I say later :).bahhh!I wanna go out and have fun I don't wanna b in the dentist chair :(.and it was sincere and now I feel like some asshole who turned tht person down just for a dentist appointment >:(.denggg!they're gonna have fun without me :(.I wanna go...why mother why?!ahhh!feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now!the one chance to go out with tht person and I can't go :'(.how sad is tht?!very!bahhh I wanna go so fricken badly!

on another note,just came home.I went for supper just now and everything was...great :).can't wait till the next time ;).need another day la!two hrs isn't enough ;p.I had a nice time *wink wink* ahahahaha

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!

please don't tell me if I'm dreaming when all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you

Funnies :p

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im afraid of my own insecurities

whoa i havent blogged with the comp for quite somee time huh.anyways,on tuesday i was told i'd get happiness in my life and now i can honestly say tht i am happy :).now i have to make a decision.my mom said i could go out on saturday but now its up to me if i wanna go or not.im not sure if its a prank or if tht person felt guilty for asking my friend and not me or something.eventho tht person said tht they were serious but what happens if it is?i go there and get stood up?wait there like a total jack?do nothing for god knows how many hrs?they didnt even tell me what time to meet them.jeez im just being super duper paranoid huh.if tht person really wanted me there then i guess i'll go.i do wanna go yeah but i have no idea why im having my doubts.i would feel so much more relieved if my friend went cause at least someone could confirm going and if we get ditched,i still have her.i dont know why im being so worried bout this.i should just chill and go right?and if i do get ditched i'd always have starbuck right?i could walk alone...as long as no one follows me :).i need help...

i see you but i can't touch you.and it's killing me,it's killing me so good

Well ask me a question I tell you no lies
Cause there's nothing to hide the souls in my eyes
And I'm ahead of my time but I cannot rewind
The only thing I fear is the mirror in my bathroom
People look and try to see a disguise
But there is nothing that nobody can't see in light
If it's a song with a rhyme or a verse with a line
Then you wanna stay in my mind

It's just one heart break after one heart break.tell me how much you can take.

baby,let's go sky diving together
we could hold hands and feel the wind blowing in our hair
this way,i could just look into your brown lit eyes and lose all my fears
even if it was for a mere moment
i want that adrenaline rushing through me
through my organs
through my blood
oh the bright red blood that floods my cheeks
what amazing things you do to me
i can't quite get these feelings to vanish
and i don't want to lose these feelings
they're something i have never experienced
and darling believe me when i say i have experienced a roller coaster ride
you drove me onto dangerous grounds
you drove me into a vortex

iPod blogging :p

im blogging frm my iPod xD.first time,never thought I could do tht :D.ahahahah.gosh im lame :p.watching family guy now :).it's so funnyyy xD.gahhh I need new dresses la :(.I think i gotta shop pretty hard for the dress I'm looking for.it's either find it in shops or probably draw it out and put it on the internet asking ppl to look for it for me xD.kidding!just really looking for a really nice dress tht suits me la.some dresses tht I see are nice but the length of it is pretty much of a problem for me la.not too formal but not to casual,ya know what I mean?more to summer dresses la since Malaysia is pretty much a summer/spring country all yr long :p.like dresses like...on Glee in the walking on sunshine scene those were really really nice summer dresses.I feel like my wardrobe lacks colour.all I can see is some red,blue,black,white,a couple of greys and purples.so kesian la my wardrobe.lack of colour...not tht I need to shop but just feel so kesian la.I know I know I sound like a bitch la.it's ok I've been called a bitch by someone who I thought would never think tht of me but things are different now I guess.I really hope for a miracle to happen and happen soon!all I really want right now is for things to be the way it was between us before it's too late.jeez im really really really...frustrated-ish.things just somehow get better but only a couple are staying the way it wants to b.

guess what?!I got 35 for bm :(.sad me...

My Lil Gummy Bears ;)

i miss my little cutie pies :(.they're all the way in sweden while im stuck here with this weird mind-changing weather...loveyouboys♥.



here's Little Paul♥.love him lots!!!lil cutie pie :)


i wonder what he's watching on the ipod.hmmm...


here's Baby David :D.he's as cute as a button♥


*nom nom nom* must have tasted good ;)


im hungryyy :p


awww how adorable are these two :D.isnt it amazing how their mom stuffs the both of em in one pram xD.owhhh Sal how still amaze me with your lil tricks :)

missing you guys♥.

i miss my little cutie pies

For the Love of Sharpies♥ ;)

step aside boys!i have a new love now :).


how i could just dream...

*gets weak in the knees*


immitation!!!


Kyle wants this i think :p.i want it too!!!looks cool innit?:D


uncap whats inside *cover mouth* xD


awe-to-the-freaking-some!!!


this made me laugh xD

ooolala ♥:)


this made me go awww ♥

Mood Swing-ish

im sorry if it's a lil harsh but i need to leash it out somewhere!jeez...

i was fine with starting everything all over.you wanted us to be friends,i agreed.but lately it feels like we're not!you treat me like im some kind of stranger.you never say hi,hey or whatever proper greeting.you always ask me questions like you never wanted me there in the first place.tht just makes me wonder even more.do you even want me around you?it's kinda hard for me to deal with the fact tht you thought or still do think of me as a bitch.it's not tht i think of myself as a sweet cherry pie or something but i really thought you knew me well enough.you're being completely rude to me and I know tht it's not how you generally are.i don't understand how someone whom I thought I've known for quite sometime and be so nice to me,could suddenly turn out so rude to me and only me.to others you're the good guy tht everyone knows.the one i used to know.im sorry i made you think differently of me.im sorry i broke my promises,i would like to make it up to you if you gave me a chance.im sorry i didnt watch new moon with you like we planned to.im sorry if i've treated you badly.im sorry for everything i've done wrong.do me a favour and please please please just tell me what you think of me.if you dont like me then just tell me.dont,im begging you,DONT make me think about you constantly.please just tell me.


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The Silent Week

is what i shall name this week!:D
wanna know why?huh?huh?huh?owh i know you do :)
ahaha.its cause...






i aint telling :).i know im so scretive now.nahhh its just im trying my best not to b too obvious cause Laksh read it and she was like 'ITS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS!!!'.but in my opinion,its only obvious cause she knows whats going on with FULL details.im pretty sure it goes the same for everyone :).

tests are O-V-E-R!!!but the thing is...i think i practically screwed up all my papers D: so now im pretty much nervous for my results :/.bahhh bought a tube of Mentos like an hr ago.and guess what?i finished it already!:O bought it cause i got nervous for my results and thts what i do.eat!im such a fatty...

im gonna head to sleep now :)
goodnight hotties :]

Cuts healed by a tub of ice-cream :)

got lotsa cuts this week.the other day i got one on my left knee then the next day on the right -.-
and today?i got a deep one on my left thigh -.-'
how?my bag
when?i was putting my bag on the floor -.-'
aint tht just the darnest thing?

nowadays since i've gotten a tub of ice-cream,i've been eating a bowl everyday afterr i come home frm school.it helps with things...its really soothing!i know i know.im gonna get fat...but thts what everyone wants frm me right?eversince i was young,all everyone's been saying to me 'eat more.should be fatter.you're too skinny'.ugh!cant they see im already fat enough?i like the way i am now so really there's no point in arguing with me about getting any fatter.its enough having Azu call me fat,squishing my arms and Laksh calling me succulent.dont need other ppl to call me fat -.-'

cuts and ice-cream fats ASIDE!
i heard something today.truth b told,i've actually known tht something for quite some time now...i've heard it frm *counts fingers* 5 people?yeahhh.i just really wanna ask tht person but i guess it'll b a lil awkward bring up the past.bahhh nevermind la.i'll ask tht person one dayyy :).owhhh wait you wanted to know tht something,didnt you?well sucks for you cause i aint telling!muahahaha im so mean,im a bitch.thts what some people would think.if you're one of those people then...what goes around comes around!you can think im a bitch all you want but just know tht there's someone else in this world thinking the same bout you.

so many confusions.but day by day im getting over it :)
just when i think no one reads my blog and tht i could practically write crap and no one would wanna care,somebody aka Azu comes along reading it -.-
not tht i have anything against it,its just tht.my blog isnt exactly the easiest link to remember...anywaysss my point is people read my blog when i dont expect anyone too.unbelievable -.-'

i think im gonna hit the sacks
been sleeping kinda early nowadays :O
like at 11 :O
nightey night :)

Activities

i didnt talk much bout prom did i?less i than i expected in my mind.of course who in the right mind would wanna blog at midnight?!ok mayb me right now...but whatever la!anywaysss,wont name all the activities aite?i'll just shorten them up :).Jude was made to dance to Single Ladies-Beyonce cause he wasnt wearing his mask xD.when he came bck,he said 'i lost my dignity' xD.was so funny ;).then there was this banana game where couples have to peel and eat the banana without using their hands and one person would have the banana in their mouth while the other has to try to peel and eat the entire thing!it was funny to watch xD.after tht,Akmal was telling lame jokes but we laughed anyway cause it was funny xD.then Ace of Spades performed and everyone was just sitting down.then Akmal took the mic and said 'people get up!seriously stand up.come and dance la you assholes!dance la you assholes!' it was so funny and then when everyone got to the dance floor akmal told some Digimon joke?lameee.and finally they performed mkultra and everyons started headbanging and jumping :).was sooo fun!then they played Pitbull and the guys were jumping and headbanging while us girls were dancing.Wern Xin sexy danced!actually most of us did :D.then my date wanted to walk so we did :).Amanda,Dan,my date and i went for a walk :).we walked to the bowling alley at Holiday Villa Hotel and then downstairs to the Victorian place?yeahhh the scene was really...nevermind.hmmm then they announced the Prom King and Queen:Daryl and Mabel xD.they had their dance and then the DJ said everyone else could join in.then my date and i slow danced :).it was my first dance :O it ended real nice :)

i dont know why i keep saying 'my date' xD.everyone already knows its Jude xD.

gonna call it a night.
goodnight sleepy heads ;)