Sunday, July 11, 2010

get me a time travelling machine.please

i have the worst brothers in the world!they dont protect me one single bit!they dont interfere when i get hit and they certainly dont give a damn bout anything tht involves me!!!!
a few days ago,i found out i could have a better life!a life where i wouldnt get hit where i wouldnt have to put up with all of this!!!at tht time i was glad with how my life is even tho i had my issues.i knew i could work those problems out.but now im just waiting for the time when i turn 18 and soon i'll b able to get out of this place!
i cant believe im living this way
i cant believe in living in hell!
i cant even stand the freaking sight of her!
ugh!!!i wished she just wasnt in my life
i wished she would have just given me up!!
i hate the fact tht im an accident
i despise the fact tht she keeps comparing me to them!!
we're human,we're not perfect!!!
i was created to his liking
not yours!
so im not the perfect daughter but heck who is perfect?!
u told me to put my studies first and i did
now ur yelling at me for doing so?!
wat the heck is wrong with you
i wish i followed him to sabah!
at least i got to b away from you!!!
i dunno wats worst the fact that im crying ovr the fact tht i want you to accept for the perfect daughter im not or the fact tht i just wanna run away FAR AWAY FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR 10000 MILES FAR AWAY FROM YOU!!!!

i wish i was talking to him right now i really do.i wish he could hold me in his arms and just comfort me right now.i wanna turn back time.just get me a time machine

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