It Gets Harder Everyday But I cant Seem To Shake The Pain

so this entire week has definitely been a roller coaster ride.the entire week was mixed with...my finals to ppl's birthday and something else.monday started out...okay i guess :|.then tuesday came i felt like a nuclear bomb had landed on me!thts how terrible i felt because exactly a yr frm tuesday something happened tht made me so remorseful.last yr when i heard the news,it took me 10 mins to register it in my mind.and after those 10 mins,i only had on memory in my head.i was so blessed.tht night really brought me to tearseven worse then the time i cried during sports day when i so close to getting third place :/.anyways only at midnight did i realise tht someone turned 21 on tht very day!

Happy Birthday Daniel!thanks for mocking me today xD.btw,you did not,i repeat,DID NOT see anything!ahahaha

wednesday was okay nothing much to say.exams tht day wasnt much.then thursday came and it was math and history :O.completely screwed my history and math i tried my hardest i even memorised the formula without writing it on my arm!ahaha sorry perasan momment xD.after history was over,everyone was clapping and going 'WOOHOO!' xD.adrenaline rush!and on friday was mr.Kylie Hon's birthday!bought him a cake :).see i can b a good friend!

p.s. if i ever said tht in front of Laksh,she'd b all 'I nvr even said you were one!'.ahahaah

saturday i went to pyramid :).so good to finally go out again!and i bumped into the birthday girl TRISHA TEH HUI YEN!she's so adorable ;).too bad she couldnt see this xD.anyways finally got to use the lappie and i checked my pokes on facebook just now and i got a poke frm Daniel Tan Boon Leong!did i even add him?dont remember tht.oh Daniel Tan is the same Daniel Tan frm last yr tht always commented on my age at Sue's 19th Birthday party.

owh yeah!celebrated Sue's birthday the day before my finals started did the usual and Sakinah brought Fateh this time.she told me he begged her to let him tag along.i avoided contact the entire time.was damn awkward la,not tht i had something going on with him but Sakinah said he has a crush on me :|.not trying to b perasan here.all i did was say hi to to him and tht was LAST YR AT HER PARTY :O.saw Daniel Tan again he's not gonna call me 'little girl' anymore :).he said i've changed a lot :p.is tht true?

you know its so damn annoying when someone starts a conversation with you and you chat for awhile then all of a sudden,they just stopped replying you.annoys the crap out of me!he did tht to me recently and now i dont even know what to think.im afraid i might start to annoy him or something i just hate this feeling >(