i blast the volume on my ipod because i want to drown the voices of the world tht made me upset,depressed,sad,disappointed,angry.i wanted to drown my sorrows.i just wanted to live my own little world where i just dance in my mind not giving a fudge about what everyone thinks.
today i wore my hoodie,put on my earphones,blasted the volume on my ipod and closed my eyes.then i get flash memories that i've shared with you and start missing those days.then i cry.but i had to move,i had to walk along the hall and pass by your class.i had to give money to Joel for some compulsary crap.Joel had to ask why i i looked the way i did.i couldnt bare to answer him.i couldnt bare to remind myself why i cried.
you can make me so happy by just smiling at me but this uncertainty is driving me insane.i see you looking at me and boy does it make my heart melt.it makes me so happy but it couldnt last long.not long enough to overcome this uncertainty
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