Thursday, October 6, 2011
Just A Little Insight Won't Make This Right
is it so hard to live a year without any heartbreak?even if it's not,can't i just just get a break from all of this 'love' the world speaks about?yes i may tweet about how alone i am and sometimes i may tweet bout my past feelings and how much i miss it,but really i just want to be happy.i never wanted guys to like me and ask me out on a date,hoping that we could be together,then having to leave the country next year.yes, it seems like i can actually get a chance of a relationship but why should i be in a relationship when i know it going to end?yes it's going to a nice,sweet but only for 2 months max.and what about next year?he'll be in another continent and me?i'll be here,alone.does he not think i wont get heartbroken?was he even thinking of me and what it's going to be like for me?yeah he's going to make a memory of being with me but then we're just going to be separated by miles!so no,i dont wanna be with him.i dont want to get my heart broken.i want to save myself from all the heartbreak.i dont want to go to school on first day,next year thinking 'i cant spend my first day of school with my boyfriend' or 'i wish my boyfriend was here'.all those needy,i-want-my-boyfriend thing just isnt and SHOULDNT be me.and forgive me if i've hurt that guy's feelings but i dont want to know that i'll be so broken that i wont enjoy the new year.i dont want to have these feeling for him when all he's going to do is break me.so no i wont go on a date with him
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Don't Concern Yourself With This Mess You Left For Me
There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever.
- Meredith,Unaccompanied Minor,Grey's Anatomy Season 7
- Meredith,Unaccompanied Minor,Grey's Anatomy Season 7
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Sinking To The Bottom
your level for tolerance is ZERO!all you can think about is yourself and your relationship!and you're not even happy in your relationship.might as well end it before one of you gets really hurt!I'm not asking you to not care about him,I'm just saying tht you don't deserve this unhappiness.it's making you all worried and angry all the time.it's like you're not even yourself anymore!when you found out what your dad has been doing,I understand tht he betrayed your trust but when I ask you to calm down,don't take it out on me kay?!what did I even do to you?!I tell you to chill then you say you're damn angry.when I say chilling doesn't mean getting all worked up bout it,you shout at me saying you're not angry.HELLO!YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME YOU WERE ANGRY!please la,you fight everyday and just because your boyfriend has got stuff going on doesn't mean you shouldn't live your life like you're bound to him.you're such a hypocrite!first you say you can care less about him and what he thinks,then you say you're worried tht he won't concentrate?!you yourself aren't concentrating in class thinking bout what's your dad doing and what you and him fight about.please la just dump him already!if he always brings up a certain someone when you fight then obviously he can't let go of the past.and every time the both of you fight,you act all sad and gedik-ish,giving me tht baby voice.when I ask why you're speaking like tht,you say you're just trying to be happy.what you're trying to do is get attention.you already know tht certain someone likes you and hasn't gotten over you,what more break up with his ex just to try to be with you again.and what are you doing?being all flirty and cute-like with him,giving him mixed signals.you already have a boyfriend,god!if you really wantto stop fighting and being so upset bout it then just break up.I'm so sick and tired of listening to you complaining all the time.yes I care about you but fighting every single day in a relationship is not an ideal choice,whatmore fighting bout petty things.sure you guys will eventually split but don't prolong the anger and the suffering.whatever it is you wanna do its your choice but please don't come to me and complain how irratated you are.i've had enough of it.and please!PLEASE just stop leashing out your anger towards me cause one day,I'll just explode in your face.and sometimes when I shout bck,it's because I can't take it anymore.you tell other people tht we're just messing around but to me,I mean it.yes it does hurt that much to have you shouting in my face for no apparent reason.and when you insult me,I know it's real because you say it like you really mean it.even if you do really mean why don't you just stop being my friend?I'm still your friend because I know you aren't always like this.the reason I'm ranting is because I'm so tired of you shouting at me all the time!i remember you saying tht whenever you see someone sitting alone on the bench you feel sorry for them tht they have no company.you always see me sitting alone and prefer to sit somewhere else unless other people you aren't as close to doesn't come.does tht mean you feel sorry for me too?does that mean I'm just as lonely as the next?yeah because when you really need something or have no one to talk to,thts when I appear in your eyes.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Back To Reality
hellooooo :).it has been too long hasnt it?anyways,the last time i updated my blog was in march im guessing?ahahahahahaah been too lazy to blog anymore.its always with twitter.twitter's like a diary now :p.eheheheh oh oh oh have i mentioned i got myself a Lomo!!!:) i bought the Diana F+ Deluxe Set and the only item left to have the complete accessories is the instant bck :D.a lomo is an anologue camera tht uses film :).it so old school!love it to the max!trying to save up for the Instant Back,which turns it into a polaroid :).also trying to save up for prom but its not really comfirmed yet.it went from formal to beach party at night,not really sure anymore...okay since there's been a lot going on theses last few months since i've updated,i shall catagorise them.
firstly i wanna give a shoutout to Daniel since he's probably the only one who reads it anymore.he'll probably read this in a few months or whatever.just hi :)
School-well its school,so pretty much super boring!!!you sould see the amount of papers i've gotten recently.they're about the size of of your monitor.even though i cant possibly know but yeah :).oh for Sedaya Night and Sedaya Concert i was chosen for cheerleading captain,not bragging cause being captain is not awesome,and we named our team FLASH!:D practise was sometimes fun but there was one monday where i had to go practise for Rika's performance and when i went for cheer practise straight after,i notice they were just playing around.so i got pissed at them for not putting much effort.ugh i yelled at them and they said they already practise but it wasnt enough for me.we havent even gotten out timing right as well as the routine and the worst part was the events were only 2 weeks away!then i got badmouthed which made me all the more reason to be pissed,but Sarah calmed me down and im so grateful to have her as a friend :).things went off with a BOOM on Thursday but for Sedaya Night,some of them came late cause of tht damn BERSIH rally!there was a massive jam to the point where half of the boys couldnt make it in time.luckily the event wasnt going to start without the VIPs and they were late to.some of the guys even got out of their cars and started running to school!2 of the boys even ran from Taipan!mygoshhh man from tht point on,its like whoa!everything just went smoothly and after the event went out for supper with Mal,Dan,Ash,Trent,Adrie,Faya,Shareena and Iman :).super fun man!got home at almost one xD.had a nice talk with Mal on the way home too :).other than tht,got my trials.all 3 of em!done with 2 and one to go!
Love-so there was this guy who's younger by 2 yrs and i wasnt interested in him.but i guess he took it wrong and just thought tht mayb being around would change my mind.it didnt and he said he wasnt going to bother me anymore and with tht,he just completely ignored me.whattheheck bro?!i thought we could've actually been friends but apparently not..there's also a douche just doesnt get it when i say no.he asks again after a few month and im like bro,im sticking to my word.you know the him i've been talking about in my other posts,i've been giing him the silent treatment manly because i thought it be easier for me to get over him.but after a few months a just thought ah heck i'll just talk to him.and we got kinda close again :).oh last monday for CCA,he asked me to teman him while his other friends went for games so i did.Xian followed me and we went to chill in the canteen then he took my phone and started reading my texts.he wouldnt let me have my phone back so of course it had to get it bck.in the midst of trying to get my phone bck,Xian was laughing her ass off,saying tht i look like im raping him -.-' i dont think anyone know how a rape looks like.she also took a video of it and it just looks like i was over-hugging him.anyways my point is..im an innocent girl!:)
Friendships-well since Xian came into our class this yr and i promised her i wouldnt just ditch her,so her,Laksh and me became a little trio kind of thing.after awhile we became quite close but recently i feel rather distant.i feel so left out sometimes.usually we would always wait for each other when someone's behind or something but nowadays,whenever i stop for some reason,they'd just walk off without me.now they just walk off without even knowing im not there.im not saying this like i should be waited upon all the time or like im some bigshot or whatever.i just really dont like change i guess.sometimes or mayb all the time,i feel like everyone hates me,like im an out cast.sigh whatever la i guess i just gotta deal with it
so thts pretty much it i guess...kay bye
firstly i wanna give a shoutout to Daniel since he's probably the only one who reads it anymore.he'll probably read this in a few months or whatever.just hi :)
School-well its school,so pretty much super boring!!!you sould see the amount of papers i've gotten recently.they're about the size of of your monitor.even though i cant possibly know but yeah :).oh for Sedaya Night and Sedaya Concert i was chosen for cheerleading captain,not bragging cause being captain is not awesome,and we named our team FLASH!:D practise was sometimes fun but there was one monday where i had to go practise for Rika's performance and when i went for cheer practise straight after,i notice they were just playing around.so i got pissed at them for not putting much effort.ugh i yelled at them and they said they already practise but it wasnt enough for me.we havent even gotten out timing right as well as the routine and the worst part was the events were only 2 weeks away!then i got badmouthed which made me all the more reason to be pissed,but Sarah calmed me down and im so grateful to have her as a friend :).things went off with a BOOM on Thursday but for Sedaya Night,some of them came late cause of tht damn BERSIH rally!there was a massive jam to the point where half of the boys couldnt make it in time.luckily the event wasnt going to start without the VIPs and they were late to.some of the guys even got out of their cars and started running to school!2 of the boys even ran from Taipan!mygoshhh man from tht point on,its like whoa!everything just went smoothly and after the event went out for supper with Mal,Dan,Ash,Trent,Adrie,Faya,Shareena and Iman :).super fun man!got home at almost one xD.had a nice talk with Mal on the way home too :).other than tht,got my trials.all 3 of em!done with 2 and one to go!
Love-so there was this guy who's younger by 2 yrs and i wasnt interested in him.but i guess he took it wrong and just thought tht mayb being around would change my mind.it didnt and he said he wasnt going to bother me anymore and with tht,he just completely ignored me.whattheheck bro?!i thought we could've actually been friends but apparently not..there's also a douche just doesnt get it when i say no.he asks again after a few month and im like bro,im sticking to my word.you know the him i've been talking about in my other posts,i've been giing him the silent treatment manly because i thought it be easier for me to get over him.but after a few months a just thought ah heck i'll just talk to him.and we got kinda close again :).oh last monday for CCA,he asked me to teman him while his other friends went for games so i did.Xian followed me and we went to chill in the canteen then he took my phone and started reading my texts.he wouldnt let me have my phone back so of course it had to get it bck.in the midst of trying to get my phone bck,Xian was laughing her ass off,saying tht i look like im raping him -.-' i dont think anyone know how a rape looks like.she also took a video of it and it just looks like i was over-hugging him.anyways my point is..im an innocent girl!:)
Friendships-well since Xian came into our class this yr and i promised her i wouldnt just ditch her,so her,Laksh and me became a little trio kind of thing.after awhile we became quite close but recently i feel rather distant.i feel so left out sometimes.usually we would always wait for each other when someone's behind or something but nowadays,whenever i stop for some reason,they'd just walk off without me.now they just walk off without even knowing im not there.im not saying this like i should be waited upon all the time or like im some bigshot or whatever.i just really dont like change i guess.sometimes or mayb all the time,i feel like everyone hates me,like im an out cast.sigh whatever la i guess i just gotta deal with it
so thts pretty much it i guess...kay bye
Thursday, May 12, 2011
If you had an hour left to live,what would you do?
so hey!exams ended today :).Geo was so difficult!!!but Cikgu Rohana said i passed so i guess im quite happy with it.oh oh oh for english,i only know for my novel i got 9/10 :D.soooooo mother freaking happy bout tht!!!mayb coulve have gotten a 10 if it wasnt for the word 'costed'.yes yes i know there's no such word but i was rushing tht time and i was too done with writing more so i didnt double check.just counted my words and FINITO xD.science was aite and math was blardy hard for me.even with the calculator D: anyways today i had free periods till lunch :).did some real personal sharing with Laksh,Xian and Sam :).it was nice,just some girly chit chat with them.oh oh Wednesday was EPIC!after the math test,which was lunch me Laksh and Xian were trying to study for Sejarah but we failed -.- went SUPER DUPER MEGA HYPER!ahahaahahahahahahahahahaha good times,good times.
lets just end this post on a nice note aite?:)
lets just end this post on a nice note aite?:)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Blow The Candles Out
seems like here’s the only privacy i get.been so caught up with my emotions this week.
is it safe to say tht things aren’t fine?to say tht im not dealing well with you being with him.to say tht im hurt by him actually asking you instead of me.to say tht i don’t know what to say to you anymore.to say tht i never thought you wouldn’t think about my feelings and just tell me to deal with it.to say tht it sucks to know you’ve gone from guy to guy.in this 3 months thts passed,you’ve liked more guys than i’ve had my exes in my entire lifetime.and now you’ve gone for a guy who i’ve patiently waited for.to say tht im doubting the fact tht you even consider me as a friend.are you my friend at all?you say im like your best friend but what best friend hurts you so bad?what best friend lies to your face about having to used to like the guy you’ve liked for more than a yr?tht doesn’t sound like what a best friend does.not to me at least
bck to whatever…im now a proud Diana F+ owner :).it still needs a name tho.suggestions anybody?oh and Red House won this yr :).but a certain captain didn't look too happy when he found out :/.i don't know what's his problem and red house cheerleading got 3rd :(.it was so good beside the fact tht some stunts were an epic fail but still...yellow house kinda copied our moves :p.they didn't have a basket toss until we had one,then they found out we were doing tht air split thing and they did 2 -.- their stunts went fine and ours?well our basket tosses didn't go as well.the first one,i slipped from the mud and fell on the guy's arms.the second one,i went so high but then i went sideways and no one caught me.but i didn't feel anything :).so thts okay i guess :p.I've got no mood to type anymore...
is it safe to say tht things aren’t fine?to say tht im not dealing well with you being with him.to say tht im hurt by him actually asking you instead of me.to say tht i don’t know what to say to you anymore.to say tht i never thought you wouldn’t think about my feelings and just tell me to deal with it.to say tht it sucks to know you’ve gone from guy to guy.in this 3 months thts passed,you’ve liked more guys than i’ve had my exes in my entire lifetime.and now you’ve gone for a guy who i’ve patiently waited for.to say tht im doubting the fact tht you even consider me as a friend.are you my friend at all?you say im like your best friend but what best friend hurts you so bad?what best friend lies to your face about having to used to like the guy you’ve liked for more than a yr?tht doesn’t sound like what a best friend does.not to me at least
bck to whatever…im now a proud Diana F+ owner :).it still needs a name tho.suggestions anybody?oh and Red House won this yr :).but a certain captain didn't look too happy when he found out :/.i don't know what's his problem and red house cheerleading got 3rd :(.it was so good beside the fact tht some stunts were an epic fail but still...yellow house kinda copied our moves :p.they didn't have a basket toss until we had one,then they found out we were doing tht air split thing and they did 2 -.- their stunts went fine and ours?well our basket tosses didn't go as well.the first one,i slipped from the mud and fell on the guy's arms.the second one,i went so high but then i went sideways and no one caught me.but i didn't feel anything :).so thts okay i guess :p.I've got no mood to type anymore...
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Say Goodbye :)
heyhey!so whats been going on in the blogging world?well i wouldnt know since i barely update mine :p.now my monthlies are OVER!!!:D
i cant believe i actually passed my HISORY TEST!:O the ironic part was when i doing the paper i didnt even know most of the answers!thank god!thank god!
the only question i absolutely knew the answer to was the one where they asked bout the reasons why Malaysia couldnt defend themselves xD.hilarious!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
anywaysss so now tht im done with my monthlies,i gotta start on the red house deco RIGHT AWAY!:O so quick but we just gotta and this yr a certain someone isnt going to settle for 3rd of 4th place.and i really wanna win tht trophy :].ehehehehehehe
the school's cheerleading team is coming into place tho :).got our routines and stunts done so now all we need is our outfits and accesories which is a little hard given tht no many ppl are willing to pay a whole lot :/.but other than tht,we're really having some laughs at practice and its super fun la!!!i dont want it to end so quick!!!:(
sighhh.things between me and ... are a little confusing.it SUCKS!we're going bck and forth bck and forth.we talk bout life and then we stop talking.then we talk bout our feelings and now the only times we talk is when its important other than tht...NOTHING!ugh!!!getting sick of it.trying to get over him but sighhh
just tell me the truth before things end unsaid
i cant believe i actually passed my HISORY TEST!:O the ironic part was when i doing the paper i didnt even know most of the answers!thank god!thank god!
the only question i absolutely knew the answer to was the one where they asked bout the reasons why Malaysia couldnt defend themselves xD.hilarious!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
anywaysss so now tht im done with my monthlies,i gotta start on the red house deco RIGHT AWAY!:O so quick but we just gotta and this yr a certain someone isnt going to settle for 3rd of 4th place.and i really wanna win tht trophy :].ehehehehehehe
the school's cheerleading team is coming into place tho :).got our routines and stunts done so now all we need is our outfits and accesories which is a little hard given tht no many ppl are willing to pay a whole lot :/.but other than tht,we're really having some laughs at practice and its super fun la!!!i dont want it to end so quick!!!:(
sighhh.things between me and ... are a little confusing.it SUCKS!we're going bck and forth bck and forth.we talk bout life and then we stop talking.then we talk bout our feelings and now the only times we talk is when its important other than tht...NOTHING!ugh!!!getting sick of it.trying to get over him but sighhh
just tell me the truth before things end unsaid
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Share Wit Me The Secrets That You Kept In
hey :).i know i havent updated in 3 weeks?4?ahahaha anyways,i can rarely use the computer now cause im 15 and dealing with PMR.and also the fact tht my mom thinks i should study more even though the exam is to just determine which stream im taking -,- anywaysss i cant believe im turning 15!!!FIFTEEN!
*Taylor Swift's Fifteen starts playing in the bck of my mind*
ehehehehe.i know im a little late but...HAPPY 2011!:D
so the first week of school wasnt as great as i thought it'd be.second week's better and this week's the third week.and yesterday we already had to select our runners for red house.the school's already got us planning ahead for Sports Day and in my opinion its kinda quick.but what can we do?nothing.oh oh oh this yr i took on quite a number of responsibilities but im happy with it :).this yr im Red House's Assistant Captain :D.Table Tennis Club's Secretary and the Performing Arts representitive for form 3 :D.i hope red house wins this yr even though we still havent figured our mascot yet.at first we were starfish but then it was too lame and its too hard to create a cheer for starfish so we switched to swordfish but swordfish kinda tanked.and now we're still deciding but i hope we come up with something good soon cause everyone's started their cheer practice.anywaysss been going through some stuff recently.and the worst part is during break yesterday,i broke down when i started thinking bout it.owhmyfudge!when my friends saw they were like whats wrong whats wrong.after i wiped my tears,they aske me 'whats wrong?' i start to tear up all over again.
to all of you who cared...I LOVE YOU FOR CARING!:D
*Taylor Swift's Fifteen starts playing in the bck of my mind*
ehehehehe.i know im a little late but...HAPPY 2011!:D
so the first week of school wasnt as great as i thought it'd be.second week's better and this week's the third week.and yesterday we already had to select our runners for red house.the school's already got us planning ahead for Sports Day and in my opinion its kinda quick.but what can we do?nothing.oh oh oh this yr i took on quite a number of responsibilities but im happy with it :).this yr im Red House's Assistant Captain :D.Table Tennis Club's Secretary and the Performing Arts representitive for form 3 :D.i hope red house wins this yr even though we still havent figured our mascot yet.at first we were starfish but then it was too lame and its too hard to create a cheer for starfish so we switched to swordfish but swordfish kinda tanked.and now we're still deciding but i hope we come up with something good soon cause everyone's started their cheer practice.anywaysss been going through some stuff recently.and the worst part is during break yesterday,i broke down when i started thinking bout it.owhmyfudge!when my friends saw they were like whats wrong whats wrong.after i wiped my tears,they aske me 'whats wrong?' i start to tear up all over again.
to all of you who cared...I LOVE YOU FOR CARING!:D
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
You Got Me All Broken Up In Second Chances
sorry it took me awhile to update but im updating :).been pretty busy lately and yeah...last monday i went to renew my passport and i bumped into Ash :).had breakfast with her and we spent the entire day together cause she wanted to follow me go out with a friend :).tht friend was really really late!tht friend was supposed to come at 2 or 3 but instead he came at 8!but i cant blame hime entirely cause he was helping his mom for christmas.anyways then last weekend was really hectic cause i was serving for the christmas luncheon :D.i was supposed to go to church at 6 but i had no other transport than my brudder so i followed him and got there ard 1.30?he was supposed to b there at 1 sharp cause the chairs and tables were coming.but when we got there the chairs werent even there!so i met up with Jon and Daniel and they wanted lunch but they already said they'd eat anything and it was all up to me to make a decision -.- hate it when tht happens.then Daniel started making jokes bout how it would take me a lifetime to make up my mind on just where to eat.i gave him the death glare and of course he'd just smile at me and i'd laugh.my brudder said 'just pick anywhere la!'.so we ate at the pan mee shop and we just sat there ate and talk talk talk xD.Daniel showed me tht there's a Marshmallow & Spaghetti game :O.i sucked at it :p.after we left i just hung out with Jon cause the chairs came.and he showed me his 'model walk'.super hilarious i tell you!couldnt stop laughing xD.and we exchanged our right slippers and at some point i fake befriended him and he reminded him he had my slipper -.- he said 'if you dont wanna b my friend,you're not getting your slipper bck!'.but it was funny.good times good times xD.ahahahahaha anyways met up with Melanie,Miriam and Martin at One Stop.wait i just realised all their names' start with M xD.ahahahahaha.Phoebe was late xD.Phoebe asked me if i was doing anything after all this cleaning up i told her no.cleaned up in less than an hr and we had to wait for more chairs so they told us we could go for dinner.so i went to makan with Phoebe and Jon and when we came bck,the chairs still havent arrived -.-
so we went to One Stop again to meet up with Sereen and Michelle.Sereen insisted i try the tau fu fa eventhough i didnt want any but she ordered it anyway.but she paid for it la so yeah...then all 4 of us just started talkling bout relationships and i realised tht even tho they're yrs older than me,they really do have my bck :).tht night i found out tht Sereen didnt even talk to the ex after she heard bout what happened.but now its all ok :).everybody's talking to everybody :p.went bck upstairs to clean the chairs and then we were done so we came down and Phoebe and Sereen went bck d.so Michelle,Daniel,Jon and i sat on the stair and just talked.i got home at 12 :O.had to wake up at 6 and left the house ard 7.45?but my brudder was supposed to b there at 8 but we got there 20 mins later.so he was late again xD.Phoebe came late again xD.i guess she really didnt wanna go home cause she asked me if i was doing anything after we were done again.but sadly we didnt go out...when i got home i was so tired i actually slept frm 5-11 and for some reason i kept crying frm 1 to 5 :(.it was weird cause all a sudden i just kept thinking of someone i should think of...anyways i just need to clear things up before school starts cause need to concentrate on PMR PMR PMR so tht i can hopefully get good results and prove my mom wrong to the core!:)
feeling confused right now.people say i should give him another chance but he already screwed up the fist time.and now i think he's leading me on.i dont know.i think we should clear things up.
gonna stop typing now cause im lazy to type more.if i can,i'll blog from my ipod later :p.check out my tumblr tho.the typographies are there because i guess i can relate to them?there's more pictures on tumblr but the stories are here so...check it out kay?:p
so we went to One Stop again to meet up with Sereen and Michelle.Sereen insisted i try the tau fu fa eventhough i didnt want any but she ordered it anyway.but she paid for it la so yeah...then all 4 of us just started talkling bout relationships and i realised tht even tho they're yrs older than me,they really do have my bck :).tht night i found out tht Sereen didnt even talk to the ex after she heard bout what happened.but now its all ok :).everybody's talking to everybody :p.went bck upstairs to clean the chairs and then we were done so we came down and Phoebe and Sereen went bck d.so Michelle,Daniel,Jon and i sat on the stair and just talked.i got home at 12 :O.had to wake up at 6 and left the house ard 7.45?but my brudder was supposed to b there at 8 but we got there 20 mins later.so he was late again xD.Phoebe came late again xD.i guess she really didnt wanna go home cause she asked me if i was doing anything after we were done again.but sadly we didnt go out...when i got home i was so tired i actually slept frm 5-11 and for some reason i kept crying frm 1 to 5 :(.it was weird cause all a sudden i just kept thinking of someone i should think of...anyways i just need to clear things up before school starts cause need to concentrate on PMR PMR PMR so tht i can hopefully get good results and prove my mom wrong to the core!:)
feeling confused right now.people say i should give him another chance but he already screwed up the fist time.and now i think he's leading me on.i dont know.i think we should clear things up.
gonna stop typing now cause im lazy to type more.if i can,i'll blog from my ipod later :p.check out my tumblr tho.the typographies are there because i guess i can relate to them?there's more pictures on tumblr but the stories are here so...check it out kay?:p
Sunday, December 5, 2010
It's A Beautiful Night And We're looking For Something Dumb To Do...
hello again :).on Saturday i went out with Sarah and Erika for lunch :).we went to Happy Days and ate and ate and ate xD.we ate lots cant remember much tho xD.eheheheh it was so fun!took lotsa photos and i kinda camwhored a lil :p.but took a few pictures x).then today i found out something amazing!this is how i found out :D
*i walked towards my brother who was hanging ard other people(too many names to mention).Daniel was on the phone and then he saw me.after i stood behind my brother for less than 5 seconds and then Daniel came up to me*
Daniel: i didnt know you were serving
Me: no im not...
Daniel: yes you are!
Me: no.im not.
Daniel: yes.you are.
Me: no...
Daniel: yesss
Me: no la
Uncle Bosco: yeah you are
*at this point i was really really really confused.i thought they were playing a prank on me*
Me: i dont think so :S
Daniel: you are la
Jon: eyh you are seriving
Me: no...
*my brother turns ard*
My brother: yeah you're serving
*turns bck*
i was really confused but then Aunty Sheila said 'we put you're name in.if thts alright' and and i was like yeah sure its ok :D.and she asked if any of my friend would want to too.so i pulled sherrinder in too eheheheh :).Melanie already had plans cause she told me when someone asked her earlier.and now i get to serve :D.weee~ eventhough im 2 yrs earlier :p
weee~ ehehehe :).gonna go watch the new episode of Gossip Girl now :D
*i walked towards my brother who was hanging ard other people(too many names to mention).Daniel was on the phone and then he saw me.after i stood behind my brother for less than 5 seconds and then Daniel came up to me*
Daniel: i didnt know you were serving
Me: no im not...
Daniel: yes you are!
Me: no.im not.
Daniel: yes.you are.
Me: no...
Daniel: yesss
Me: no la
Uncle Bosco: yeah you are
*at this point i was really really really confused.i thought they were playing a prank on me*
Me: i dont think so :S
Daniel: you are la
Jon: eyh you are seriving
Me: no...
*my brother turns ard*
My brother: yeah you're serving
*turns bck*
i was really confused but then Aunty Sheila said 'we put you're name in.if thts alright' and and i was like yeah sure its ok :D.and she asked if any of my friend would want to too.so i pulled sherrinder in too eheheheh :).Melanie already had plans cause she told me when someone asked her earlier.and now i get to serve :D.weee~ eventhough im 2 yrs earlier :p
weee~ ehehehe :).gonna go watch the new episode of Gossip Girl now :D
Monday, November 29, 2010
Let's Run Away To The Place Where Love First Found Us
hellooo :).i know i've kinda neglected my blog but who reads this anyway?!anyway i didnt wanna be those people who neglects their blog and later get another blog -.-
even tho i have my tumblr,im still trying to update this one just as much :).if only there was an app for blogspot then things would b easier but tht's not happening so...):
gonna try to simplify things here,so things may get spacey :p.on monday of the last week of school,tht day...was one of the best days :).got too hug somebody :3.ehehehe.wednesday was a holiday and i FINALLY went out Laksh :).had so much fun with her alone in the afternoon.then Sashwiny.Sashwarnan,Khaielaash,Brandon and Naviin came along so we stayed till 10?yeah...on thursday was my last day and i dont remember much :p.
HOLIDAYS STARTED
my first official call on the holidays was from my dear momma Sarah :).and she called me at 10 in the morn.btw,i slept ard 3 the night before (like i do now).the phone conversation went:
*i spoke in a very very sleepy voice*
Sarah:Hello!
Me:hi...
Sarah:so cyn...
Me:yeah?
Sarah:wanna go sunway lagoon?:)
Me:when?today?
Sarah:no!another day :)
Me:you called me this early.just to ask me whether i wanna go to lagoon another day?
Sarah:YUP!
Me:ermmm ok.sure...
Sarah:so when you wanna go?
Me:can i call you later?
Sarah:sure :)
Me:kay...good...im gonna go to sleejhkflp
*puts down phone*
funny huh?okay mayb not :p.so my first week of holidays werent as exciting as i thought it'd be :p.didnt do anything on the weekdays but on saturday Sarah,Eva,Azu,Ash,Kyle,Gio and i went to lagoon :).Keith joined us wayyy late and he didnt go on any rides at all!thts kinda sad...he wasted 60 bucks!before it rained,we went to the wave pool.had so much fun i tell you!ash and i kept dancing to the tunes :D.then it started raining and we started dancing more xD.had sooo much fun!:D
yesterday i went to Shook for dinner and daymnnn the food was good :).
new found love-Sour Blue Raspberry Bonbons :3
refound love-Sticky :D
love love love em :).want them for christmas!if anyone bought me a jar of Sticky,i would love them!no joke!well im lazy to type more so yeah...
even tho i have my tumblr,im still trying to update this one just as much :).if only there was an app for blogspot then things would b easier but tht's not happening so...):
gonna try to simplify things here,so things may get spacey :p.on monday of the last week of school,tht day...was one of the best days :).got too hug somebody :3.ehehehe.wednesday was a holiday and i FINALLY went out Laksh :).had so much fun with her alone in the afternoon.then Sashwiny.Sashwarnan,Khaielaash,Brandon and Naviin came along so we stayed till 10?yeah...on thursday was my last day and i dont remember much :p.
HOLIDAYS STARTED
my first official call on the holidays was from my dear momma Sarah :).and she called me at 10 in the morn.btw,i slept ard 3 the night before (like i do now).the phone conversation went:
*i spoke in a very very sleepy voice*
Sarah:Hello!
Me:hi...
Sarah:so cyn...
Me:yeah?
Sarah:wanna go sunway lagoon?:)
Me:when?today?
Sarah:no!another day :)
Me:you called me this early.just to ask me whether i wanna go to lagoon another day?
Sarah:YUP!
Me:ermmm ok.sure...
Sarah:so when you wanna go?
Me:can i call you later?
Sarah:sure :)
Me:kay...good...im gonna go to sleejhkflp
*puts down phone*
funny huh?okay mayb not :p.so my first week of holidays werent as exciting as i thought it'd be :p.didnt do anything on the weekdays but on saturday Sarah,Eva,Azu,Ash,Kyle,Gio and i went to lagoon :).Keith joined us wayyy late and he didnt go on any rides at all!thts kinda sad...he wasted 60 bucks!before it rained,we went to the wave pool.had so much fun i tell you!ash and i kept dancing to the tunes :D.then it started raining and we started dancing more xD.had sooo much fun!:D
yesterday i went to Shook for dinner and daymnnn the food was good :).
new found love-Sour Blue Raspberry Bonbons :3
refound love-Sticky :D
love love love em :).want them for christmas!if anyone bought me a jar of Sticky,i would love them!no joke!well im lazy to type more so yeah...
Thursday, November 11, 2010
You Make It Real For Me ♥
im under the covers right now,typing this.so many things have been happening recently and it's really difficult to type all bout it now in the a.m..anyways it was Laksh's birthday the day before yesterday and she absolutely love love loved my present and thank goodness to tht!ahahah anyways,you're probably wondering what i got her right?i got her a pair of red converse :).something tht she's been wanting for yes and now i got her a pair!ehehehe so happy for her.
ok enough bout tht.not so long ago(monday),i realised tht it's no use waiting for him to be in a relationship.i say this why?cause i've tht he's into someone else and mayb it's too late.i know im supposed to be heart broken and sad but no.i feel perfectly fine and it's weird.i guess im still waiting for him hoping one day he changes his mind and realises tht i've been waiting for him all this while.he's been there for me when i was going through all the bullshit bout my past and he knows me.he's has always been there for me and honestly as much as I wanna b in a relationship with him,i don't.as long as he's there to make me feel better when im down then im happy.im missing him now.but he's bck and i hope he's going to school cause somehow,i feel like giving him a hug.it's a weird feeling but i want him to know tht im here if he needs me.
dramatic stuff,done!yesterday was really fun!Eva came to vsit us and we had such a blast!took lotsa pictures.i'll post em one day :).Sarah,Azu and i took videos in the hall when there were teachers all ard but they didn't notice xD.had fun la!hope he comes later.it would b nice to just talk to him again :).anyways it's two in the morning now and I gotta wake up at six so I better stop :p
OH OH OH Sarah and I are going to do a musical next yr.or at least try :).and and and we're gonna do some cheerleading reasons because we want our secondary life to b fun not just study all the time!so I think next yr we're gonna have lotsa fun.we're gonna plot it,write the scripts and all those things.im so excited we're even writing out the storyline tomorrow!*screams* fingers crossed :D
okay okay im going off now!
nighty nights!
wait no morningy morning
ahahah tht was lame
ok enough bout tht.not so long ago(monday),i realised tht it's no use waiting for him to be in a relationship.i say this why?cause i've tht he's into someone else and mayb it's too late.i know im supposed to be heart broken and sad but no.i feel perfectly fine and it's weird.i guess im still waiting for him hoping one day he changes his mind and realises tht i've been waiting for him all this while.he's been there for me when i was going through all the bullshit bout my past and he knows me.he's has always been there for me and honestly as much as I wanna b in a relationship with him,i don't.as long as he's there to make me feel better when im down then im happy.im missing him now.but he's bck and i hope he's going to school cause somehow,i feel like giving him a hug.it's a weird feeling but i want him to know tht im here if he needs me.
dramatic stuff,done!yesterday was really fun!Eva came to vsit us and we had such a blast!took lotsa pictures.i'll post em one day :).Sarah,Azu and i took videos in the hall when there were teachers all ard but they didn't notice xD.had fun la!hope he comes later.it would b nice to just talk to him again :).anyways it's two in the morning now and I gotta wake up at six so I better stop :p
OH OH OH Sarah and I are going to do a musical next yr.or at least try :).and and and we're gonna do some cheerleading reasons because we want our secondary life to b fun not just study all the time!so I think next yr we're gonna have lotsa fun.we're gonna plot it,write the scripts and all those things.im so excited we're even writing out the storyline tomorrow!*screams* fingers crossed :D
okay okay im going off now!
nighty nights!
wait no morningy morning
ahahah tht was lame
Thursday, November 4, 2010
The One Ride I Don't Want To Be On
friday was emotional and kinda pathetic but yeah...made ash mad and i really didnt wanna have tht sort of drama at the end of the schooling yr :|.and as i was crying,i looked up for awhile trying to think of what to write in someone else's yrbook when suddenly he walks by and a tear drops.i think he saw me which made me curious.did he see me?did he wonder why i was so sad?did he want to know?did he care?
then later tht day i saw something tht made me upset and the entire night i couldnt stop thinking bout him :|.he wrote in my yrbook :).but the thing is...there was to spots one in purple ink and the one in the bottom is blue.two very alike signatures and i still dont know...ahhh nevermind i guess i'll have to ask him :S.gonna make this real short so yeah
then later tht day i saw something tht made me upset and the entire night i couldnt stop thinking bout him :|.he wrote in my yrbook :).but the thing is...there was to spots one in purple ink and the one in the bottom is blue.two very alike signatures and i still dont know...ahhh nevermind i guess i'll have to ask him :S.gonna make this real short so yeah
Thursday, October 28, 2010
The Things Of The Past
so had a pretty good week,i guess.got bck my results by wednesday?pretty much kinda got what i expected so thts good right?practically passed everything except for history and mandarin?anyways i completely crapped tht so yeah :p.ahahaha
got our year books on yesterday?i think it was yesterday :p.anyways dont have many ppl writing on mine but still its nice to know i have friends :).i sound so pathetic,i know :|.heck i am pathetic!
i think Daniel Tan Boon Leong likes poking me :p.he keeps poking me :O.am i tht pokable?unfortunately yes :p.people like poking me.mayb cause im fluffy-ly flabby D: sometimes i like people poking me.its a weird tickly giggly feeling.makes me laugh and sometimes it just brightens up my day.but i prefer hugs :)
anyways gotta write on sombody's yr book but somehow im having a problem with writing anything down :|.this afternoon when he asked,he kinda shouted it out loud and i was with Sarah and Laksh.of course i said yes and when he walked up the stairs,the both of them started their ooh's and 'CYN!!!'s xD.Laksh even said 'i bet when you go home,you'll scream like mad.full of joy.ahahaha' but the sad thing was,i didnt have the time to write in it cause i had to do some banner for the general use of the school or something.anyways,he told me to continue after school since we had some time and i thought sitting on the floor,in the middle of the arch would mayb help but...unfortunately no :|.so i had to take it home and i've been thinking for hours!couldnt come up with anything.even when Adik and Momma talking bout stuff with me,i still wasnt focused...i was thinking bout what to write.and i wanna write something amazing tht could put a smile on his face everytime he reads it.i want to make an impression,to have him reading it over and over again but i dont think tht could happen so i think i'll just make it as sweet and long (he told me to make it long :]) as i possibly can.as long as it comes frm the heart right?yeahhh...i think i'll right frm the heart even if he thinks otherwise.at least im writing frm the heart :)
got our year books on yesterday?i think it was yesterday :p.anyways dont have many ppl writing on mine but still its nice to know i have friends :).i sound so pathetic,i know :|.heck i am pathetic!
i think Daniel Tan Boon Leong likes poking me :p.he keeps poking me :O.am i tht pokable?unfortunately yes :p.people like poking me.mayb cause im fluffy-ly flabby D: sometimes i like people poking me.its a weird tickly giggly feeling.makes me laugh and sometimes it just brightens up my day.but i prefer hugs :)
anyways gotta write on sombody's yr book but somehow im having a problem with writing anything down :|.this afternoon when he asked,he kinda shouted it out loud and i was with Sarah and Laksh.of course i said yes and when he walked up the stairs,the both of them started their ooh's and 'CYN!!!'s xD.Laksh even said 'i bet when you go home,you'll scream like mad.full of joy.ahahaha' but the sad thing was,i didnt have the time to write in it cause i had to do some banner for the general use of the school or something.anyways,he told me to continue after school since we had some time and i thought sitting on the floor,in the middle of the arch would mayb help but...unfortunately no :|.so i had to take it home and i've been thinking for hours!couldnt come up with anything.even when Adik and Momma talking bout stuff with me,i still wasnt focused...i was thinking bout what to write.and i wanna write something amazing tht could put a smile on his face everytime he reads it.i want to make an impression,to have him reading it over and over again but i dont think tht could happen so i think i'll just make it as sweet and long (he told me to make it long :]) as i possibly can.as long as it comes frm the heart right?yeahhh...i think i'll right frm the heart even if he thinks otherwise.at least im writing frm the heart :)
Sunday, October 24, 2010
It Gets Harder Everyday But I cant Seem To Shake The Pain
so this entire week has definitely been a roller coaster ride.the entire week was mixed with...my finals to ppl's birthday and something else.monday started out...okay i guess :|.then tuesday came i felt like a nuclear bomb had landed on me!thts how terrible i felt because exactly a yr frm tuesday something happened tht made me so remorseful.last yr when i heard the news,it took me 10 mins to register it in my mind.and after those 10 mins,i only had on memory in my head.i was so blessed.tht night really brought me to tearseven worse then the time i cried during sports day when i so close to getting third place :/.anyways only at midnight did i realise tht someone turned 21 on tht very day!
wednesday was okay nothing much to say.exams tht day wasnt much.then thursday came and it was math and history :O.completely screwed my history and math i tried my hardest i even memorised the formula without writing it on my arm!ahaha sorry perasan momment xD.after history was over,everyone was clapping and going 'WOOHOO!' xD.adrenaline rush!and on friday was mr.Kylie Hon's birthday!bought him a cake :).see i can b a good friend!
p.s. if i ever said tht in front of Laksh,she'd b all 'I nvr even said you were one!'.ahahaah
saturday i went to pyramid :).so good to finally go out again!and i bumped into the birthday girl TRISHA TEH HUI YEN!she's so adorable ;).too bad she couldnt see this xD.anyways finally got to use the lappie and i checked my pokes on facebook just now and i got a poke frm Daniel Tan Boon Leong!did i even add him?dont remember tht.oh Daniel Tan is the same Daniel Tan frm last yr tht always commented on my age at Sue's 19th Birthday party.
owh yeah!celebrated Sue's birthday the day before my finals started did the usual and Sakinah brought Fateh this time.she told me he begged her to let him tag along.i avoided contact the entire time.was damn awkward la,not tht i had something going on with him but Sakinah said he has a crush on me :|.not trying to b perasan here.all i did was say hi to to him and tht was LAST YR AT HER PARTY :O.saw Daniel Tan again he's not gonna call me 'little girl' anymore :).he said i've changed a lot :p.is tht true?
you know its so damn annoying when someone starts a conversation with you and you chat for awhile then all of a sudden,they just stopped replying you.annoys the crap out of me!he did tht to me recently and now i dont even know what to think.im afraid i might start to annoy him or something i just hate this feeling >(
Happy Birthday Daniel!thanks for mocking me today xD.btw,you did not,i repeat,DID NOT see anything!ahahaha
wednesday was okay nothing much to say.exams tht day wasnt much.then thursday came and it was math and history :O.completely screwed my history and math i tried my hardest i even memorised the formula without writing it on my arm!ahaha sorry perasan momment xD.after history was over,everyone was clapping and going 'WOOHOO!' xD.adrenaline rush!and on friday was mr.Kylie Hon's birthday!bought him a cake :).see i can b a good friend!
p.s. if i ever said tht in front of Laksh,she'd b all 'I nvr even said you were one!'.ahahaah
saturday i went to pyramid :).so good to finally go out again!and i bumped into the birthday girl TRISHA TEH HUI YEN!she's so adorable ;).too bad she couldnt see this xD.anyways finally got to use the lappie and i checked my pokes on facebook just now and i got a poke frm Daniel Tan Boon Leong!did i even add him?dont remember tht.oh Daniel Tan is the same Daniel Tan frm last yr tht always commented on my age at Sue's 19th Birthday party.
owh yeah!celebrated Sue's birthday the day before my finals started did the usual and Sakinah brought Fateh this time.she told me he begged her to let him tag along.i avoided contact the entire time.was damn awkward la,not tht i had something going on with him but Sakinah said he has a crush on me :|.not trying to b perasan here.all i did was say hi to to him and tht was LAST YR AT HER PARTY :O.saw Daniel Tan again he's not gonna call me 'little girl' anymore :).he said i've changed a lot :p.is tht true?
you know its so damn annoying when someone starts a conversation with you and you chat for awhile then all of a sudden,they just stopped replying you.annoys the crap out of me!he did tht to me recently and now i dont even know what to think.im afraid i might start to annoy him or something i just hate this feeling >(
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Popping Bottles In The Ice Like A Blizzard
[Toodles is searching for something on the floor]
Toodles: Lost, lost, lost.
Peter Banning: Lost what?
Toodles: I've lost my marbles.
-The movie Hook(1991)
ahahah.needed a laugh for my post xD.ahaha.so this week was pretty normal except for the occasional laughs :D.ahahah we had a science quiz on Thursday since had two periods so we were given 15mins to study and prepare questions from chapter 1 to chapter 4.we split into 2 groups la.owhmygosh it was hilarious!there was one point when the opposing group was asking a question and mid-way teacher interrupted us and said "Khang Chee,why is your hand in your pants?!".how emberassing is tht man!the entire class laughed their asses off I tell you!and he was sitting right behind me like what the fer shizzznits right?
another situation was when it was the opposing team's turn to ask the question so Kye Shuen stood up to ask."Name the 7 classes of food...Carbohydrates,Fib..." "EYH YOU TELLING THE ANSWERS LA!WHAT THE HELL?!"
owhmygosh it was hilarious!!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.funnyshit!his face was priceless!
owh yeah early this week a friend of mine told me something really disgusting!it had something to do with another guy in form 2 and it's really...eww!
let's change topic shall we?so i have my finals in a week and i haven't studied a single crap!im so doomed but don't wanna b retained next yr so i really gotta study!bm's a goner and so is sejarah.i might have a chance with geography and science tho but math is becoming a problem.i seriously need some tutoring.but i ain't going to tuition.we all know how tht worked out!i bailed after two months :p.i heard ace tuition is good like they actually have fun while studying but i don't know...and if i do move on to form 3 (god i hope I do) i don't wanna be in beta or gamma or delta.i wanna b in alpha cause i really wanna study and to b able to concentrate!!!
malas to type more
wish me luck!:)
Toodles: Lost, lost, lost.
Peter Banning: Lost what?
Toodles: I've lost my marbles.
-The movie Hook(1991)
ahahah.needed a laugh for my post xD.ahaha.so this week was pretty normal except for the occasional laughs :D.ahahah we had a science quiz on Thursday since had two periods so we were given 15mins to study and prepare questions from chapter 1 to chapter 4.we split into 2 groups la.owhmygosh it was hilarious!there was one point when the opposing group was asking a question and mid-way teacher interrupted us and said "Khang Chee,why is your hand in your pants?!".how emberassing is tht man!the entire class laughed their asses off I tell you!and he was sitting right behind me like what the fer shizzznits right?
another situation was when it was the opposing team's turn to ask the question so Kye Shuen stood up to ask."Name the 7 classes of food...Carbohydrates,Fib..." "EYH YOU TELLING THE ANSWERS LA!WHAT THE HELL?!"
owhmygosh it was hilarious!!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.funnyshit!his face was priceless!
owh yeah early this week a friend of mine told me something really disgusting!it had something to do with another guy in form 2 and it's really...eww!
let's change topic shall we?so i have my finals in a week and i haven't studied a single crap!im so doomed but don't wanna b retained next yr so i really gotta study!bm's a goner and so is sejarah.i might have a chance with geography and science tho but math is becoming a problem.i seriously need some tutoring.but i ain't going to tuition.we all know how tht worked out!i bailed after two months :p.i heard ace tuition is good like they actually have fun while studying but i don't know...and if i do move on to form 3 (god i hope I do) i don't wanna be in beta or gamma or delta.i wanna b in alpha cause i really wanna study and to b able to concentrate!!!
malas to type more
wish me luck!:)
Sunday, October 3, 2010
It's Something Unpredictable But In The End Is Right ♥
That song starts playing on my iPod
I close my eyes and it reminds me of you
I don't hear Greenday
I hear you
I remember the way you sang it to me the other night
It makes me wonder if that was real or if I was just part of another joke
I close my eyes and it reminds me of you
I don't hear Greenday
I hear you
I remember the way you sang it to me the other night
It makes me wonder if that was real or if I was just part of another joke
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
My World's Hanging By Three Words That I Cant Bare To Say
Clearly you guys like each other!Its so obvious la!
-Laksh
Why you guys so mysterious-mysterious?Cant you guys just tell each other and get over all this mystery?You see me and *bleep*.I told him that i liked him and he was like 'Owhmygosh!Really?!I like you too!.Thats why you should tell him!Just GO and tell him
-Azu
Eyh,when you and *bleep* wanna get together?so cute together ady.I wish i could shout at him to be with you
-Sarah
Yesterday(Monday) i takut *bleep* will come and marah me.Cause i takut he'll come and say 'Why you lend Cynthia your jacket?'.Go borrow jacket from him or else when you guys wanna be together?!
-Jimmie
those are the few.owh yeah Jude shouted 'your boyfriend's here!' the other day -.-
i dont know what to say anymore.Azu even tied a piece of dried up wet tissue paper ard my wrist making me promise tht i cant take it off until something happens between us?like going out...
crazy huh?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
An Okay-Happy-Only-Because-Of-You Day
so this morning i went bck to school as obvious as it may seem.i go to school all the time :(.anywaysss i felt tired but i couldnt sleep at all this morn but i felt really worn out for no apparent reason :|.then when i got to class,i laughed so hard for no apparent reason and then Laksh said something but i thought otherwise.it was just hilarious xD.too open to say it here xD.then after the second period i was gonna try to sleep or at least get my eyes some rest but i failed.MISERABLY.especially when after closing my eyes for 5 seconds and i start bursting out with laughter.like what the fudge right?it was so random and Laksh gave me the 'what the hell is wrong with you' look.anyways i finally got some shut eye and after i woke up i wasnt exactly tht crazy me anymore.went down for PE and did ordinary PE sitting on the bench stuff.normal stuff happened and then during BM period i was talking to Kyle and we were sharing stuff.so i was kinda behind my ringkasan so i finished it a lil later,made my way to the teacher staffroom to pass it up and when i was walking bck...i saw him and we had a short conversation but still...it made me happy.i was kinda bummed out cause i heard some stuff but he made me happy and yeahhh :).ehehe.he just kinda made my day :).
gotta go now
so im signing off with this thought
me and you in the hallway ♥
gotta go now
so im signing off with this thought
me and you in the hallway ♥
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