The Things Of The Past

so had a pretty good week,i guess.got bck my results by wednesday?pretty much kinda got what i expected so thts good right?practically passed everything except for history and mandarin?anyways i completely crapped tht so yeah :p.ahahaha
got our year books on yesterday?i think it was yesterday :p.anyways dont have many ppl writing on mine but still its nice to know i have friends :).i sound so pathetic,i know :|.heck i am pathetic!
i think Daniel Tan Boon Leong likes poking me :p.he keeps poking me :O.am i tht pokable?unfortunately yes :p.people like poking me.mayb cause im fluffy-ly flabby D: sometimes i like people poking me.its a weird tickly giggly feeling.makes me laugh and sometimes it just brightens up my day.but i prefer hugs :)
anyways gotta write on sombody's yr book but somehow im having a problem with writing anything down :|.this afternoon when he asked,he kinda shouted it out loud and i was with Sarah and Laksh.of course i said yes and when he walked up the stairs,the both of them started their ooh's and 'CYN!!!'s xD.Laksh even said 'i bet when you go home,you'll scream like mad.full of joy.ahahaha' but the sad thing was,i didnt have the time to write in it cause i had to do some banner for the general use of the school or something.anyways,he told me to continue after school since we had some time and i thought sitting on the floor,in the middle of the arch would mayb help but...unfortunately no :|.so i had to take it home and i've been thinking for hours!couldnt come up with anything.even when Adik and Momma talking bout stuff with me,i still wasnt focused...i was thinking bout what to write.and i wanna write something amazing tht could put a smile on his face everytime he reads it.i want to make an impression,to have him reading it over and over again but i dont think tht could happen so i think i'll just make it as sweet and long (he told me to make it long :]) as i possibly can.as long as it comes frm the heart right?yeahhh...i think i'll right frm the heart even if he thinks otherwise.at least im writing frm the heart :)

It Gets Harder Everyday But I cant Seem To Shake The Pain

so this entire week has definitely been a roller coaster ride.the entire week was mixed with...my finals to ppl's birthday and something else.monday started out...okay i guess :|.then tuesday came i felt like a nuclear bomb had landed on me!thts how terrible i felt because exactly a yr frm tuesday something happened tht made me so remorseful.last yr when i heard the news,it took me 10 mins to register it in my mind.and after those 10 mins,i only had on memory in my head.i was so blessed.tht night really brought me to tearseven worse then the time i cried during sports day when i so close to getting third place :/.anyways only at midnight did i realise tht someone turned 21 on tht very day!

Happy Birthday Daniel!thanks for mocking me today xD.btw,you did not,i repeat,DID NOT see anything!ahahaha

wednesday was okay nothing much to say.exams tht day wasnt much.then thursday came and it was math and history :O.completely screwed my history and math i tried my hardest i even memorised the formula without writing it on my arm!ahaha sorry perasan momment xD.after history was over,everyone was clapping and going 'WOOHOO!' xD.adrenaline rush!and on friday was mr.Kylie Hon's birthday!bought him a cake :).see i can b a good friend!

p.s. if i ever said tht in front of Laksh,she'd b all 'I nvr even said you were one!'.ahahaah

saturday i went to pyramid :).so good to finally go out again!and i bumped into the birthday girl TRISHA TEH HUI YEN!she's so adorable ;).too bad she couldnt see this xD.anyways finally got to use the lappie and i checked my pokes on facebook just now and i got a poke frm Daniel Tan Boon Leong!did i even add him?dont remember tht.oh Daniel Tan is the same Daniel Tan frm last yr tht always commented on my age at Sue's 19th Birthday party.

owh yeah!celebrated Sue's birthday the day before my finals started did the usual and Sakinah brought Fateh this time.she told me he begged her to let him tag along.i avoided contact the entire time.was damn awkward la,not tht i had something going on with him but Sakinah said he has a crush on me :|.not trying to b perasan here.all i did was say hi to to him and tht was LAST YR AT HER PARTY :O.saw Daniel Tan again he's not gonna call me 'little girl' anymore :).he said i've changed a lot :p.is tht true?

you know its so damn annoying when someone starts a conversation with you and you chat for awhile then all of a sudden,they just stopped replying you.annoys the crap out of me!he did tht to me recently and now i dont even know what to think.im afraid i might start to annoy him or something i just hate this feeling >(

Popping Bottles In The Ice Like A Blizzard

[Toodles is searching for something on the floor]
Toodles: Lost, lost, lost.
Peter Banning: Lost what?
Toodles: I've lost my marbles.

-The movie Hook(1991)

ahahah.needed a laugh for my post xD.ahaha.so this week was pretty normal except for the occasional laughs :D.ahahah we had a science quiz on Thursday since had two periods so we were given 15mins to study and prepare questions from chapter 1 to chapter 4.we split into 2 groups la.owhmygosh it was hilarious!there was one point when the opposing group was asking a question and mid-way teacher interrupted us and said "Khang Chee,why is your hand in your pants?!".how emberassing is tht man!the entire class laughed their asses off I tell you!and he was sitting right behind me like what the fer shizzznits right?
another situation was when it was the opposing team's turn to ask the question so Kye Shuen stood up to ask."Name the 7 classes of food...Carbohydrates,Fib..." "EYH YOU TELLING THE ANSWERS LA!WHAT THE HELL?!"
owhmygosh it was hilarious!!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.funnyshit!his face was priceless!
owh yeah early this week a friend of mine told me something really disgusting!it had something to do with another guy in form 2 and it's really...eww!
let's change topic shall we?so i have my finals in a week and i haven't studied a single crap!im so doomed but don't wanna b retained next yr so i really gotta study!bm's a goner and so is sejarah.i might have a chance with geography and science tho but math is becoming a problem.i seriously need some tutoring.but i ain't going to tuition.we all know how tht worked out!i bailed after two months :p.i heard ace tuition is good like they actually have fun while studying but i don't know...and if i do move on to form 3 (god i hope I do) i don't wanna be in beta or gamma or delta.i wanna b in alpha cause i really wanna study and to b able to concentrate!!!

malas to type more
wish me luck!:)

It's Something Unpredictable But In The End Is Right ♥

That song starts playing on my iPod
I close my eyes and it reminds me of you
I don't hear Greenday
I hear you
I remember the way you sang it to me the other night
It makes me wonder if that was real or if I was just part of another joke

i never really said anything bout this but thanks for walking me bck to class :).

so today it rained in the afternoon.but Ash,Kyle,Carl Son and i insisted on going to AnW so we walked in the rain :).weee~had so much fun in the rain.eheheh

short short post :p

My World's Hanging By Three Words That I Cant Bare To Say

Clearly you guys like each other!Its so obvious la!

-Laksh

Why you guys so mysterious-mysterious?Cant you guys just tell each other and get over all this mystery?You see me and *bleep*.I told him that i liked him and he was like 'Owhmygosh!Really?!I like you too!.Thats why you should tell him!Just GO and tell him

-Azu

Eyh,when you and *bleep* wanna get together?so cute together ady.I wish i could shout at him to be with you

-Sarah

Yesterday(Monday) i takut *bleep* will come and marah me.Cause i takut he'll come and say 'Why you lend Cynthia your jacket?'.Go borrow jacket from him or else when you guys wanna be together?!

-Jimmie

those are the few.owh yeah Jude shouted 'your boyfriend's here!' the other day -.-
i dont know what to say anymore.Azu even tied a piece of dried up wet tissue paper ard my wrist making me promise tht i cant take it off until something happens between us?like going out...
crazy huh?

An Okay-Happy-Only-Because-Of-You Day

so this morning i went bck to school as obvious as it may seem.i go to school all the time :(.anywaysss i felt tired but i couldnt sleep at all this morn but i felt really worn out for no apparent reason :|.then when i got to class,i laughed so hard for no apparent reason and then Laksh said something but i thought otherwise.it was just hilarious xD.too open to say it here xD.then after the second period i was gonna try to sleep or at least get my eyes some rest but i failed.MISERABLY.especially when after closing my eyes for 5 seconds and i start bursting out with laughter.like what the fudge right?it was so random and Laksh gave me the 'what the hell is wrong with you' look.anyways i finally got some shut eye and after i woke up i wasnt exactly tht crazy me anymore.went down for PE and did ordinary PE sitting on the bench stuff.normal stuff happened and then during BM period i was talking to Kyle and we were sharing stuff.so i was kinda behind my ringkasan so i finished it a lil later,made my way to the teacher staffroom to pass it up and when i was walking bck...i saw him and we had a short conversation but still...it made me happy.i was kinda bummed out cause i heard some stuff but he made me happy and yeahhh :).ehehe.he just kinda made my day :).
gotta go now
so im signing off with this thought
me and you in the hallway ♥

Iman's Birthday and Sarah's Open House Photos :)

so here are some pictures we took at Iman's birthday party!

.cynthia.illyana.sarah.


we're making fishy faces :)


illy and i


whoa our eyes :D


ahahaha.iman's so cute :)


me and illy being silly :).hey tht rhymes.ehehehe

and these are just a few of the pictures we took at Sarah's open house :).i dont have the pictures i took with sarah but hey i'll get them soon :).i shall upload em when i get em ;)


Laksh and me :).owhmygosh loving this photo


azu and me~felt like going a lil crazy at tht point since everyone's just going to smile for every photo ;p


amanda,laksh and me :)


awww look at our lil family :).weee~

so this is pretty much all i've got.when i get more then i'll post it up aite?aite.so today's a special school holiday for us Sedayans :).reasons because our CEO's father passed away and the teachers are forced to go all the way to Negeri Sembilan just to go for the funeral,which i think is a lil extreme since we didnt even know him in the first place.so if there were no teachers then not school :).im sorry Mr.Peter Ng,im deeply sorry tht your father is moving on into the afterlife but in my defense this might just b the stupidest reason to cancel school.but thanks anyways for giving us a break :)

Open And Unexpected

so i went to Sarah's place yesterday :).at first when we got there we were in her room then we had to go down where the party's at xD.couldnt go in the house at all :(.it was fudging hot!her Seafield friend kinda boycotted us probably cause they were comfortable with their gang as we were with ours :|.couldnt wait to go inside!owhmygosh owhmygosh owhmysosh!i got to see my dear Eva again :D.missed her so much la but unfortunately she couldnt stay for long :'(.but thts okay cause im hoping to see her soon :).we went into the house at ard 3?yeahhh and thennn her Seafield friends got jealous xD.ahahaha they got jealous of us :D.so we went out of the house just to wait for them to go inside then only can we go inside -.-
seriously?yeah tht happened...anywaysss we went inside and took one side of the living room while they hung out on the other end :/.me and sarah took so many vids and a few pics :).it was so fun just the two of us crapping bout kyle bullying her xD.then while everyone else was in their own coversations with each other,sarah and i had some personal talk,ya know.it was niceee ;p.after their ignorance ended we finally went upstairs and went crazyyy!i kinda camwhored a lil with her Mac :p.it was fun la!i had to leave early tho :(.its kinda sad really.i wanted to spend more time la but had to go for my aunt's birthday party eventho it wasnt much.ate,wathced some old Cantonese show bout how Chow Yun Fatt had 2 wives and it got confusing,used the wifi and went home by 11 -.-
if i knew it was gonna b boring then i would've asked my mom if i could stay longer but being a good niece(even tho i dont really like since she always criticizes me bout travelling) i still went.so today wasnt much...oh oh oh on saturday morn at 1-ish?yeah someone wrote on my facebook wall and he liked it.Heee :).mayb its cause of what it said :p.i dont know i was just kinda shocked tht the person wrote it :| despite the fact tht tht person knows.or at least i think he does :S.it was so randommm :p.i was kinda hoping he'd comment on it tho ;p.SO i recently i changed my tumblr layout and its new :).havent updated in awhile tho but a few pictures would do me some good.plusss NEW LAYOUT!:D kinda excited bout it sorryyy.
havent used a certain term in awhile

TEEHEE :)

Tell Me When It's Time To Say I Love You

i blast the volume on my ipod because i want to drown the voices of the world tht made me upset,depressed,sad,disappointed,angry.i wanted to drown my sorrows.i just wanted to live my own little world where i just dance in my mind not giving a fudge about what everyone thinks.

today i wore my hoodie,put on my earphones,blasted the volume on my ipod and closed my eyes.then i get flash memories that i've shared with you and start missing those days.then i cry.but i had to move,i had to walk along the hall and pass by your class.i had to give money to Joel for some compulsary crap.Joel had to ask why i i looked the way i did.i couldnt bare to answer him.i couldnt bare to remind myself why i cried.

you can make me so happy by just smiling at me but this uncertainty is driving me insane.i see you looking at me and boy does it make my heart melt.it makes me so happy but it couldnt last long.not long enough to overcome this uncertainty