Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Tuition :O

did i mention im going for TUITION on wednesdays?!one little thing i forgot to add.i started going from like a month ago.its bloody boring and all we practically do id karangan,karangan and MORE karangan.most of them r chinese and frm SMKSU.so basically their primary language is chinese but they're fluent in english too.i feel ike im the dumbest in the class but whatever la.Go there,please my mother -.- and come home.do nothing more.

now i decided to leave at least one pic of whatever in a post if not then my poor blog'd b a drag :p



Dr.Shih(see how old he is?:p),my momma Siti Su Sarah Afini Binti Ismail,and the funny Jimmie.not forgeting the lame-ass fox on the far right
this was taken after the march pass during Sports day :p

Red Foxes are HAWT!!!!SMOKING.....

Monday, March 29, 2010

Neglection

seems to be the only thing im doing towards u,bloggie ;).recently,we've been having cross country and sports day.made a bet with kee yew tht if he got top 2 i'd buy him a steak :(.n he got frigging 2nd place after gan.acctually hoped it was andre tht way,red would atleast score more points.i got 11th :(.was so upset with tht

on the 27th,had sports day.took part in 400m run,long jump and discus.got 4th for all of em :'(.one placing away frm getting a medal and getting points for red house.gosh,if i hadnt batal-ed the last round i could have gotten 3rd place!:O.my gosh im such a friggin failure like seriously!wat the...?!i was so upset.

p.s. we were only limited to 3 individual competitions 4 each student

on sports day,ran 4x100m and 4x400m.won 4x100m :).all of us were like so happy.tracy was right behind me and she was just a second too late.4x400m was really upsetting the most.was ahead of hazel at first then ran out of breath so she ovrtook me.kudos to her,she deserved it.i broke down after running.could barely breathe,walk or talk.then i literally broke down in tears cause i let down my beloved red hotties.i wanted to show him tht i could win something for red house this yr.i wanted him so see me succeed and give me congrtulatory hug but of course tht didnt happen,even when we won the 4x100m run he didnt talk to me.the only time he talked to me was when he was 'motivating' us b4 tarik tali.did tarik tali against the green house and we were so not ready at all!so we lost which put us in last place *sob*

this yr the red foxes didnt win marching :(.the trophy was given to the blue panthers.we tried our best and was able to pull it off but our banner was cacat-ed cause it was upside down :p.it was still readable :)



this was what the final pose was supposed to b without the banner being upside down ;p and louise cause she injured her foot.poor girl ;).arent we hot?!u wanna know why?CAUSE RED IS HOT BABY!!


p.s.s. i know my blog became cacated with the arrangements and all.as long as u can read good enough rite?rite.rite?so u guys wont get bored.

p.s.s.s. i tried updating on saturday but my comp started lagging cause i was talking to...victor(i thin)on facebook so...laggg

wanna sleep now ;)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

:)

somehow i cant stop replaying our conversations over and over again in my head.i cant sustain my patience as to when i'd see u again.i cant wait as to when i see ur caller id on my phone at 1 in the morn as i try to fall asleep but fail to acomplish.i await for the momment where u tell me u love me and i'd cherish it,even if u dont notice.when u question why i giggle all the time,i started to question it too.mayb its because of u mayb itss because of how happy i m just by speaking to u.when we talk bout certain things and we laugh bout it but still continue laughing,i always wonder if u were actually serious bout them.sometimes i hoped u were but then my mind processes the consequences.it kinda scares me how i go back and forth bout whether im falling for u or not.i know we say 'i love u' and all but in what way do you mean it?

a penny for your thoughts.i wonder what your doing rite now...nahh dont really care :p

It's a quarter after one,
Im all alone and i need u now,
Said i wouldnt call
But i lost all control and i need u now.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

p.s. i updated :p

heloooo world!how ya'll doing?!

this week's been all bout sports day
n gosh!its tiring!!!
wat i did on monday and tuesday were a blur besides cheerleading practice and talking on the phone :)

wednesday was sukantara day after sukantara had cheerleading practice again

thursday was the cross country rehersal n after break we had the 400m race and...i got 4th place :(.noooooo

yesterday was cross country n i got 11th place!!!noooooo.but ashlee got 1st :).it wasnt surprising and she completely deserves it!!!YOU GO GIRL!!!

cant believe im a one place behind frm getting a medal in both the freaking races!!!argh!!!!i know its good,at least i tried and all tht but noooooo!!!!!!!gosh...i take these things too seriously.im pathetic and mundane.

my entire body's aching bad.bahh.my toes bled,damn.now i cant wear shoes :(.have to wear open toed shoes :(.cant wear slippers to church so its either some lame gold sandals or heels so i went wth the sandals but tomorrow i dont kit'll work.so i guess tht means heels :(

im lazy now.to type.chatting now so blogging is interupting me :p

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Of all times,why now?

my entire left side is is aching,bloody hell!
there's a mysterious blue-black mark on my left knee,thighs hurt,getting sudden headaches.WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

this weekend's been fun..?yesterday i went to my aunt hse 4 a bbq n this evening went to the sime darby convention center to celebrate my bro's,kitty's and my aunt's birthday.the buffet restaurant's called Halia.the food there isnt tht bad but there's limited choices :(.i stuffed myself like there was no tomorrow.on my way home,i was bout to EXPLODE!!!!!!!but luckily i didnt.

so now i gotta do my damn geo project tht's 40 friggin marks in my test!!!!!!!!!!!my printer's busted so i gotta ask someone to help.urgh!!!all the bloddy useless bull!!

currently,blogging,doing my maths,facebook-ing n looking 4 pictures.damn lotta shizz to deal with!!!!

JUST KISS ME & LET ME LOOSE!!!

sorry,just felt so random to the point of randomness :)

Monday, February 22, 2010

urgh!

too many things to deal with!!

but its a good thing me n a certain someone talked it out n we're good:)!!!!yay!!!

on the other hand...
my stupid tests started today,dammit!it was science n history
by god's grace,science was SORTA easy to me.if i hadnt cramped my brain into my success,i can officially confirm itht i flunked even b4 the results come out!!!!
history can KISS MY ASS GOODBYE to passing!!!!after the test,i laid my head on the table n teacher took my paper to check n she said there was a lot of mistakes so...IM DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today while study 4 history,me n trisha had some 'komik sambil belajar' thingi n Moon,Natash,Trish n me were like reading it with different accents.gosh it was SO bloody funny!!!!!we had all sorts of accents man!!!daymn we laughed so loud!!!!!ahhahaahahah

gosh i have so many pics to upload on facebook n so many friggin posts to edit.dammit!!!cause so much trouble!shit u laa!!!!

just a small little shoutout to mr someone(dont know if ur reading this):-

grr.i miss u!!why did u have to go so far?!!now i cant see you anymore!!!!:(
bila kau balik,datang jumpaku tau?dah janji tau?jangan mungkir janji ni

p.s. i know my bm sucks.forgiv me if u get confused

gotta go study no :O
such a friggin shocker to me
im STUDYING!!:/
See ya.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Holidays are FUN!!!!!

omgee!!my holidays were so frigging fun!!!monday i went out n played Left4Dead til 3 in the morn!!!omgee i was getting adrenaline rush after the game.i was under impression of being drunk?awkward...
then tuesday i didnt do much.tho,it was pretty fun at night.cant state wat i did coz it made me too happy.
yesterday,i went out wth Sathya n Laksh 4 a study group at Pyramid.i know i know its really shocking 4 me to study but its true.we went to starbucks n we were the loudest ppl there!we laughed our ass off n daymmmnnn we were loud!we actually managed to study,surprisingly!wow i feel so...studied!awkward innit?

slept frm 7-ish to 12 just now
n now its 2 in the morn!
bet u im gonna b tired when i get bck to school..

i wanna continue my crap now
so see ya.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valanese Day or watever?

thts wat i keep hearing dammit.yes im dateless n valentine-less on Valentines but dayymmnnn ppl are so lovy dovy bout this chizz.its kinda...icky!honestly i gave up on Valentines a looong time ago n believe me thinking bck bout guys pouring their hearts out for their so called 'girl of their dreams' or 'soul mate' or 'The One'.and when they turn him down,he'd probably b upset or something.its just plain ridiculous!not trying to ruin ur romance mood or watever its just not really tht worth it.why show tht person how much u love them on one 'SPECIAL' day when u can actually do tht any other day.its kinda bogus,even if i have or dont have a valentine/boyfiend/watever.its just bogus

on the other hand i spent my weekend at my aunts' house.yesterday went to pj n this afternoon went to ss2.its friggin boring ovr there n when i wanna play wth my ipod,the little ppl comes all ovr me,wanting to play wth it.i'd like to share really i do but them playing wth my ipod,fighting for it,complaining n whining tht its their turn,really really irritates me.today was kinda interesting coz my aunt's new home was kinda awesome,sorta.their playground was kinda awesome but there wasnt any swings :(.the landscaping ard the pool was (i have to admit) beyond awesome!the view is a little too construction like...awkward!!!n the other interesting thing was,i received a text frm a number tht i cant remember saying 'i am sorry.' n i do not know who sent me tht coz my damn phone completely erased EVERYTHING n i didnt do ANYTHING AT ALL!!!sad,innit?anyways i replied tht dude,asking who it was but no reply which just makes me a little dissapointed.

all the fights i've been into are all solved n finished n now we're fine but i honestly do not know who's the one apologising.its driving me insane!i just wanna know really bad so tht i can forgive the dude n just live our normal lives wth no insanity.no hurt.no sadness.no dissapointment.there's only one person crossing my mind now n i really really hope its him.if it is him then my life would b absolutely AWESOME!

anyways my plans 4 the hols are sleeping,eating,the normal stuff n visiting my cousin's cousin's granmomma's bungalow in Mont Kiara,i think.going there 4 dinner.other than tht probably some hanging out,group studying(i hope) n more studying!i cant believe i just said tht.studying n me do NOT go together but its form 2 n i gotta give it a shot.if i flunk,daymn life's gonna get ruined!seriously.ugh!!!!!too many exams!wish i could put a stop to all exams,tests,pop quizes n all of tht!stupid grades.stupid studying pressure!

im too lazy to type d
i'd put pictures but not really tht semangat now
See ya.

p.s. i heart Glee!!!
i love Candy Canes!
i <3>
i give free hugs =]
i need one now :(
i forgive you,guy who's number i dont know
i love everybody!!literally!
Owl City sings wat i wanna say
i need to study more :(
i NEED mr.*censored*

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Yoyoyo!!!!

im officially the retarded one in class coz i always ask irrelevant questions in Science n well,yea.ahahahhah.ooo ooo there was once when i started speaking to my milo box and...
everyone heard me...=/

i kinda like school now...its feel a little awkward.but besides the school work,it feels kinda nice,learning stuff.omgee!who m i turning into?!tho,things between me n a certain someone arent getting better,i feel really really happy.and i kinda swear less,which is a good thing!i notice i dont get angry tht often anymore...wow is it just me or have i changed?

i know i still say 'wat?!' when i throw things on to the ground.i was speaking to Laksh on the phone the other day n then i was halfway changing.all a sudden i said 'wat?!' n she was like wat??ahahahha.n then i told her i was saying tht to my shirt.we started laughing.ahahahhahaha.soooooooooo funny!

o yea to the ppl stalking my blog,i updated d,as u can see.so chill.i will TRY to update next week

im soooo lazy!!
blog later!or not
nope i wont
See ya.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Happy Happy Birthday

firstly to the funniest Jon i've ever met who's borned on the 5th of Jan!!!


omgee!this pic is hlarious!!thts so Jon.ahaha

Secondly,to Siti Sue Sarah!!!!
u were born on the 2nd n i love u so so very much!!!
keep on loving Taylor Lautner,girl!
oh oh n keep on rocking!

so adorable!


Thirdly to the one n only Afifa!!!!!
love u Fifa!!ooo n i love hugging u too.ahahahaha



Lastly to Ashley babay!!
i love u!!!hope u like ur present :P


wow i realised there's a lot of ppl's birthday in February.Kee Yew's is also on the 2nd n our dear Alpha Secretary,Stephie's is on the 8.todya is Tania's n tomorrow's is Jamany's.damn...lot of ppl!Jamany's hilarious man n ash says he's horny...awkward!ahahahaha